♥♥♥ CINDY ♥♥♥

sry ppl. i m still not in the right mood yet. something happen today which greatly affected me. shall talk about it later.
today i was late for school again. i think as long my friend dun meet me before i go sch i will be late. cause i dun feel the need to rush and i wll take my own sweet time. LOL. first is marketing lecture. dun really listen to what he is teaching. then is break time. LOL. and we gt nothing to do so played truth or dare. LOL. they kept on asking me tons of question. LOL. then jovell and naz gt to do dare. hahaz. damm funny. jovell's dare was to she that she like doshi. LOL. then naz was to say to nas that" me and you gt afinity as we had the same name and we gt into the same sch, same course and same class. we done that during econ lecture. damm funny. LMAO. but after econ lecture my mood changed! cause eugene said something that really hurts me. i was so irritated and angry. i went toilet and some thought are going through my mind, did i really drag the whole group down, cause eugene said that because of me my group haven do promotion yet. i m sorry but that day i really gt something on. and i could i reach home late. but i did finish up my part and send it you all before i went to sleep. zzz. forget it. i really feel very emo during the stats lecture and i gt no mood to listen at all. during lecture tears had roll down but i tired to endure. but when i walk out from the lecture hall. i breakdown. i cannot no longer hold those tears le. thanks my darling girls to be there for me just now. i love you all. this is the first time all the 5 girls went towards the same direction. LOL. thanks to them my modd is better le. went to woodlands to meet xuan dear. then we bused back to tampines. this is the first time i take 168 from woodlands. then we meet up with shimin at tampines MRT station. i was so hungry then and i went to buy chocolate waffles. LOL. then went to see the cap that xuan wan but me and shimin say not nice so she dun wan buy le. LOL. then after that we went home. zzz. meet her for a short while only. bluff me de. zzz. or else i would be resting at home le. i know i should not take eugene's words seriously but those words keep appearing in my mind and tears would just roll down again. i suddenly understand what huiming feel yesterday. now i m having a headache for all those crying. okay gonna rest le. see ya!

editted part:
damm pissed now. now is with family matter. what the f***. it is so unfair! she only know how to side my brother even though he is in the wrong. and ended up scolding me when i did not do anything wrong.i have problem in school le. and come back still need to face these matter. since you are biased might as well say everything is my fault. i m tired of everything le. i had been crying for the whole day le. why can't everything just stop. i m stressed up with studies, project and family matter. i just wanna to end everything now.

photos will only be upload when i feel like. now seriously no mood. zzz