Once again i wanna to thanks everybody for all their birthday wishes!
hahaz. Thanks SIMUN and AYU for ur present on fri!!
yesterday went back band with peiwen they all. that day was like a lot of alumui go back band la. Suddenly the band so big. hahaz. Camilla came back too. hahaz. whenever she come back i will have a lot of fun. hahaz. mii and her kept talking and laughing la. We was like so super high de la. hahaz. nothing much to post. But i wanna thanks all my frenz for letting me have such a fun birthday this year!!! Love you all so much. hahaz. this year going end soon le. Everybody take care and have a happy New Year!!

this year i have a weird birthday. i jus feel like celebrating it myself on my birthday itself. so today. i gt work. 2day i never leave the office at all cause we are eating pizza there. hahaz. as usual i will sit there and eat alone. hahaz. den i go home alone. 2day i never meet any of my frenz. but yesterday i went out with my frenz or should put it as family. hahaz. go out with jennifer don and peiwen!! they bought for me a big tweety bird which wad i always wanna. but actually i think that is too ex but they say not ex. kept insiting wanna buy for that. so bobian let them buy lor. waloa the tweety bird damm heavy la. hahaz. THANKS TO FAIZUL DON PEIWEN AND JENNIFER FOR BUYING ME THIS!! I REALLY LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! HAHAZ.
NEXT I WANNA THANKS EVERYBODY WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
2morrow will be going band. hahaz. so happy. hahaz. i a bit crazy le.
TALK TO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME VERY PEK CHEK BUT IT IS FUN HAHAZ.

2day i dun need to work so sleep until very late. hahaz. i think about 1 plus den i wake up but cause yesterday very late den sleep ma. i wake up and have my lunch den while eating my family all watch 881 de dvd which we lend from our aunt de. OMG is like quite nice la. and touching la. enjoy the show quite much. den after that me and my cousin and sister go watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the show is so damm nice la. like it so much. the characters are all so cute. the show is like so funny. everybody was like keep laughing la. cause there gt kids watching aso den can hear the kids laughing so loudly. hahaz. it is worth watching . so everybody can go watch the movie. 2morrow have to go work! hahaz. 7 more days to my birthday le. hahaz. but i might need to work on my birthday. so sad. hahaz

sorry! if i never go ur blog tag with my new link. because something happen that y have to change. i might change again sorry. hahaz. maybe only la. hahaz. cause this wanna like a bit weird la. hahaz.

er. i dun noe y i have this weird feeling la. i jus have that kind of very scared feeling. i wanna to msg u ask u about the thing but i have this feeling that stopping me froming messaging you. sorry. i really dun noe how le la.maybe give me more time to get over this feeling??? i aso dunno how. but since that day i jus dun dare to msg u. someone told me that i cannot make the first move. so i not going to say it out le. i dun noe how ur result la. even though someone noe about it the person aso dun wan tell me! kept insiting that i ask myself. okay. i try i try.

yesterday after working i go find pei wen and jennifer. walao. they are like damm slow la. i wait for them like almost one hour le la. wait until i feel like going home le la. den i heard one lady talking on the phone. she like scolding someone la. she meeting the person at 6 15 la. but sh ewait like only 10 mins den start to kao bei le la. den how about me. i wait there for almost 1h le leh. hahaz. den finall y there reach tampines le. den don later aso coming over to meet us la. so while waiting for don we go NTUC to buy water. den jennifer say jasline working as cashier so i purposely go jasline there de counter to pay. hahaz. den don come NTUC to find us. cause we like waiting at one corner ma. so he never see us. den i trick him go walk i big round. so funy. wait i need to say sorry first. hahaz. later he angry la. hahaz.
sorry DON not purposely wanna trick you de. dun be too angry hor. remember i gt help you hor. hahaz.
den we go walk walk around tampines mall. walao. go inside the minitoons like so pai seh la. den after that go toyrus erm. suddenly saw gorilla. walao. I HATE GORILLA LA!!! damm scary creatures. den the jennifer kept taking black color thing to scared me!!! make me think is gorilla. den quite late le. wanna go eat le. den we go long john eat. so long never eat le la. den after that we go home. HOME SWEET HOME!!

2day i go to work as per normal. i was like while working den thinking wad i going to eat for lunch la. cause today nobody come pei me eat lunch. den nearing lunch hours. they ask me wanna go eat lunch with them or not. den i say okay lor. since like i no frenz ma. they told me they going jack place to eat. i aso gt a long time never eat jack place le. i tught of going there eat student meal de . but then hor student meal start at 1 30. so bobian have to have set meals. cause all the set meal like very ex so i choose the cheapest set meal. cause i like no money la. hahaz. who know in the end gt someone who looked like a boss to me. treat everybody there la. is like 11 people there la. so many la. that person must be rich. hahaz. den go back to work. i forgot 2morrow is public holiday so i ask the eperson if i 2morrow need to come work or not. hahaz. i like so stupid la. hahaz. oh yeah 2morrow dun need to work. den after work go meet simun. she say she won't late de. but int he end guess wad she is late again wors. after she come i pei her go take her pay first. den i followed go find christmas present for her bf. walk here walk there aso dun noe wad to buy for her bf. den she say go take neo prints. wahahz. i long time never take le la. so happy. den after that we go walk walk again. den after that go buy food and then go home! HOME SWEET HOME AGAIN!!! hahaz.
2morrow i might be watching movie. wahhaz. i dun like to stay at home. so damm sianz at home can!

DON u read this.. hahaz.
walao jus now ask u say dun wan say. go die la. hahaaz.
forget it la. Since u dun wan say den dun say lor. hahaz.
i okay le la. i pissed a while only la. write in tagboard too long le la. so write here.
anybody can pei me go eat de la. jus is people can le lor. i dun wan GORILLA accompany me go eat can le. hahaz.
erm. 2morrow is the release of N level result. Wish all taking the N level result all the best!! hahaz.

hurray!! i think 2morrow gt frenz accompany me go eat. oh yeah. hope everyday gt frenz accompany me again.wahahaz. think meeting Faizul, Hafiz and kenny they all ba.

2day have to work OT!! but only for 1 hour only. hahaz. now posting in my workplace there. cause very de sianz. the people there let me rest for a while first before letting me continue. hahaz. it will be a very short post. hahaz.
sianz. i jus dun feel like talking to you. u r such a bastard. that why i never reply ur message. u had spoil my mood for the whole night of sunday. KNN!
forget it. i dun wan talk about it le.
2day xuan meet me for lunch! as usual she was late. therefore i did not have time to have a proper meal wahahaz. i not blaming u la. hahaz. thanks so much for coming pei me for lunch.
then we go walk walk a while and i have to go back work le. so sianz. hahaz.
hope that everyday gt my frenz to accompany me for lunch. feel free to ask me for lunch if u are in tampines. about 12 like that la. drop me a message first. Thanks!!!

first thing to post is that i that i have a very gd time on sun at the band bbq.
despite of the bad weather and the late coming firestarter we still have a lot of fun.
maybe cause after o level this is my first bbq. hahaz. my life like so sianz.
on that day the rain like kept stopping den rain again. so wad la. must blame the person we hope that day rain de. ask him go die la. stupid bastard. hahaz. jokin only la. i not evil wors. i m kind. erm that day wait for everybody to finish clearing the place den we left the place. actually gt 3 girls de. but den pei wen and jennifer left le. so left only me. cause i need to wait for them to shared cab with me cause i like broke la. hahaz. so by the time i reach home.it is already 12 plus le. omg first time i bbq until so late la. hahaz. lucky the following day i dun need to go work or else i would be damm tired de lor.
2day have to go work den is like i m sick la. but bo bian jus go work cause i need money. hahaz.
i like so tired now la. 2morrow still gt work wors. i think i get back my pay i wanna buy a lot of things. hahaz. den gonna to be broke again. hahaz.
actually thought that i started working my bill won't be so ex. but now my sms already burst liao wors. but i still gt a long way to 21 dec before my bill end la. damm it. but i can't survive without smsing and using the phone la. walao. i must try not to sms too much. but i dun think can. wahahaz.
okay i will end here le.

oh yeah i found the song i wanna le.
so damm happy wors. this song is jus so nice.
but it is a korean song.. wahahaz.

but here the chinese lyrics

蓝色的天空很耀眼
我的心也隐隐的发痛
她眼角挂着泪水
想象着她来到我身边
从何时开始一直在等待
因为还不知道爱情,不知道你
爱情什么时候来的waiting for your love
你能不能在靠近我一点
我的爱baby my sweet heart
很多人知道怎么去爱
只有我一个人不知道
非常温暖偶而很甜蜜的爱情
经常对我灿烂微笑的你
想起你幸福的脸颊
一天说数千边我爱你
一直等待的爱情什么时候来到我身边
已经来了从认识你开始
我的心一直为你留着
我是为了你而诞生的
你来到我身边的话,要一起度过每一个瞬间
像梦一样我美丽的爱情
oh, 我的爱情快来到我身边

English Lyrics

The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you,
I don’t know since whenI still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me My love, Babe my sweet heart
All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me
I still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to meMy love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here,
Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heartI was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point onWill be a dream.
My loveOh, my love, come to me

it is a very nice song.
I LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!!

OMG OMG!!!I am so tired wors. jus 4 days of works make me very tired.
WTF!!! 2day i like do until i super pek chek la!! kept doing the wrong things!!!
Arrgh!!! i am going crazy la. i like so lonely there la. No frenz. But the people there are quite nice. even the cleaner is so nice to mi. But during lunch i can't communicate with them. wad they talk about i jus can't understand wors. i at there like going crazy le. cause no one to talk to mii wors. i think i going become zi bi very soon le wors. Arrgh!
everyday after work i jus feel like going home sleep but i wanna to watch tv den aso wanna to sms wih frenz and talk to my frenz but i jus can't. so sad! i wanna my last time life back but for the sake of money i jus have to endure wors.

oh yeah!! oh yeah!! i finally gt a job le!!
so happy wors.but i working alone wors. lucky the people there are quite friendly de.
2day the first day at work. i was like damm scared lor. den i reach there like so early.
i like the building there de lift like so fun lor. hahaz. inside the lift gt mirror. so cool. hahaz.
i now like damm tired la. wake up so early. and work from morning until 5.30.
i like make so many mistake la. kept printing the wrong things.
go there i do scanning photocopying and printing. 2morrow i going work again. hahaz. i only work from mon to fri only. dun need to work on weekends. so good.
oh ya. i wanna say sorry to my pri sch frenz. actually she take leave to accompany me go pri sch gathering de. but in the end i have to go work last minute.
SORRY!!! i very de sorry.

i can't find job la. cause everybody like looking for people who are 16 and above.
And i am still 15 until after my birthday which is about 1 month away from now la.
now i m damm broke la. if no job i gt no money to spend la. is like i still own people money la.

yesterday went to look for job with my frenz. before meeting them i went to buy the newpaper.
den i saw one advertisement looking for sales people de. there say must walk in interview so we went to tiong bahru plaza to ask. den th person ask us to fill in the form and wait for them to call us.
so after that we walk around the plaza. den we walk to the last floor. we went in to a shop named pix play de la. den we saw there gt that kind of u put money in den something will come out de machine la. i gt nothing to do so i go turn the things. den suddenly gt one thing drop out la. i was like so happy cause the thing is so cute la. den that stupid uncle walk to me say he wanna the thing back cause like i never put money in. so the thing belong to the shop de. den i like super de damm unhappy la. den xuan say we jus walk walk around his shop dun care him. den the uncle say that he jus come back from the police station cause someone steal. he is indirectly saying that we wanna to steal la!
FUCKING BASTARD!!
DEN HE SAY WHAT WANNA CALL THE SECURITY COME UP!!
den xuan like super de damm pissed le la. to prevent anything from happen shimin ask us to go le. so we went off le lor.
den after that we left tiong bahru. den after that the job that we apply earlier call shimin. ask us to go their main office. but hor i can't work now cause i am still not 16. so sianz. the person say that i can work in january. hahaz. hope to find a temp job now first.

i damm pissed!! Gt one stupid idiot person say i cannot find job. How dare u look down on mii!! arrgh!
i must find a job as soon as possible to prove him wrong!
lol. actually i aso not that damm pissed la. i am a nice person. i dun take all these comments seriouly de. hahaz
i dun care hor. i wanna the pig!! i gt proof say that u wanna buy for me de hor. hahaz.
write so much i dun think that person will come read my blog la..hahaz
jus nothing to post so anyhow post something lor.
oh ya. i forgot to say thank you to xuan!
THANKS FOR HELPING WITH THE MAKEUP ON GRAD NIGHT!
AND THANKS FOR UR MICKEY MOUSE KEYCHAIN!!

MORE PICTURES OF GRAD NIGHT!!!

xuan and mii

jennifer, xuan and mii

rong, xuan and mii

mii, mr helmi and xuan

WTF!!

so damm pissed staying at home la.. my mother at home always nag nag nag!!

kept asking me to go find job. she think find job so easy meh. SO BASTARD LA!!

i now damm poor sia. no money le. i still own some people money lor.

TO XUAN JENNIFER AND MING RONG

i will try to pay u all back the money as soon as possible de!

how i wish sch never end!!

i begining to miss the times when we have together in class le!

the times we laugh together, sleep at the same time together during lesson times, skip class together and many more. I MISS 4E3 VERY MUCH!!

PICTURES TAKEN ON GRAD NIGHT


peiwen, don, jennifer and mii


mii, jennifer, wendy and xuan


girls with mr helmi


4e3 girls with mrs goh

jennifer, rong, xuan, mii and manda

we girls with mr red man.. wahahaz

that all the pics i have wors for now cause my com spoil i can't uplaod pics from my phone.

gt a lot more pics to upload de. try to ask my frenz to help me upload as soon as possible!

btw we had so much fun at the grad night. took a lot of pics and have so much fun.

wahahaz. during the lucky draw we damm scared la. cause like dun wan go up the stage. so whenever they mention 4E3, we pray hard we never get. hahaz.

the first round they give out 20 gifts. and from our table, jennifer and qian hui won. wahahaz.

the second round aso give out 20 gifts. and from our table yimin won. wahahaz.

the last round only give out 10 gifts. so more scary. den me xuan see mun and rong go toilet. we wait until the lucky draw finish den go back. went back they told me i won the lucky draw. WA I SUPER SHOCKED SIA!

Lucky i went toilet with them.. hahaz. the first prize aso come from 4E3. wahahaz. congrat to 4E3!

den after that go around take photos with anyone i know de.. hahaz. cause gt a lot of balloon there. we go take the balloon we like de. at first i took 3 den jen take 2. dunno how all balloons get tangled together so bo bian have to find balloon again. den go around take pics with the balloons. den about 11 plus it is time to go home le. me and ming rong taking taxi home. den is like very de ma fan to bring the balloon into the taxi but bo bian have the let it go! how i wish i could bring the balloons home. so sad. so overall the grad night is jus so fun. never regret going for grad night!

sianz sianz sianz!!!
now gt nothing to do sia. my mother dun allow me to go out. stay at home aso nothing to do lor. wanna quickly find one job den gt money to spend.
wahahaz!! like that can buy everything i wanna.. hahaz.
these few days go out den saw a lot of things i wanna de but i dun have the money to buy. so sad. sob sob.
someone pls help me!!
hahaz.. help me find job!!
need money urgently!!

sianz.. now i cannot go out to often le.. my mother scold me that i kept spending money. haiz.. i m broke now lor.. must quickly find one job to do or else i gt noe money to spend lor.. so sad.. everytime i go out i sure spend money de even though i promise my mother i won't spend money when i go out.. like yesterday i say go out i won't spend money in the end i brought a key chain..
now have to find a job asap and start saving money le.. or else no money to go grad night.. still gt some of the things haven buy lor..

that day have a chance to go back band le but go back i have difficulties playing my saxophone.. so long never touch le.. therefore cannot play well.. wahahaz.. when i have the time den i go back band.. miss the band so much!!!

pictures after dying my hair



Before dying my hair but after i cut my hair

wahahaz..
yesterday pei jennifer go far east but before that i go cut my hair.. wth.. my fringe very short.. ask that person to cut until my eyes there that person cut until my eyebrow there den look super short la.. haiz sianz.. den me and faizul and jennifer go far east.. so sianz go until there.. coz jenifer go there do her hair.. den me and faizul walk around the place walk until sianz le den we go the salon find jennifer.. wait for her until 8 plus den we go home.. den i go buy my dye things before going home coz i going my cousin house dye hair.. woohoo.. going to dye my hair.. hahaz.. den my cousin help me dye my hair.. so happy that i have dye my hair le...
den reach home feeling very de tired coz the day before never had a gd sleep.. den go out for the whole day so feeling damm tired.

fri going band.. woohoo.. miss the band so much... so excited lor..
and i looking forward to go grad night..
now my cousin ask me go watch movie... like that i going broke le la.. bought so much thing le and kept going out money going to finish soon... haiz...

ok la..come update le la.. now finally finish 0 level le.. but this time de o level i think that i will do worse than my prelims lor. cause like i never really go study lor.. hiaz forget it le la.. since already over le. so sianz... later going out with jennifer at night going dye my hair le... wahahaz..
so excited lor.finally free le... yeah can go band le. miss band so much.. esp my saxophone section.. okay le going end now le.. bye

get back most of my prelim result le..
some gd and some bad...
i super happy that i pass my ss.
first time pass my ss lor...
though is only jus pass.. lol
but better than never pass right..
wish that my geo section 2 can get at least 13
so i can pass my combined humanities..
most of my sudject pass but i now scared will fail eng
my eng paper 2 gt pass but my paper 1...
haiz hope i can pass eng
nothing much about my result le..

get back result will make certain paople feel happy and sad and jealous too..
and even if you are in a better class than me does not mean that my result must be lower than yours.. instead sitting there do nothing but grumbled and complain you should jus find out where u went wrong or can ask teacher why she give you this kind of marks.. and go through ur mistake with you
instead you all jus sit there and make a big fuss out of it..
pls go and reflect yourself in the mirror!!
is it everytime is other people fault and not yours own fault?
think over it first before making any comments!

pictures taken on that day


hahaz.. another her ugly pic

mii on the train

only can post two lor other pic so ugly..

lol

come to post again le..
now post about yesterday..
went to amk hub yesterday
the train ride so long..
reach there wanna find one place to eat so difficult
everywhere so many people
cannot even find kfc or ljs la
den bo bian we go foodcourt eat..
den after eating we go shopping
we start from the last floor..
last floor gt arcade and cinema and lot...
den we go play a bit den continue to shop..
go out with my cousins and sister like shopping alone like that
WTH!
den i become sianz diao le.
walk a bit more i sae i wanna go back to TM le
wa lao going back the train so many people de lor
den at dunno wad stop many people come in
i think is orchard that stop
den standing in front of me the guy look so pervert
den i wanna shift inside to the centre.
but no space le..
so i jus shift a bit but still very close to that person..
den i kept staring at the man
he like kept staring at the girls around him la...
finally he gt down the train le...
den continue my shopping at TM
saw one shoe i like de but very ex
haiz..
after that we go eat den went home.
reach home feeling very not well..
haiz..
hope 2day can get better so that 2morrow can go sch
omg.. going get back prelim result le
so scared!!!

i stay at home so sian gt nothing to do
finally finish my prelim le
can relax a bit le
i dun need to go sch from wed to fri
hahaz...

so gd but at home very sianz...

wth!!
now having flu le..
make me feel very tired lor..
nw very scared my prelim result lor...
yesterday jus dream about getting back prelim result
but before get back i wake up le..
so dun noe is good or bad lor.
haiz...

on sun actually wanna go study de but in the end i go my house there de playground there sit and talk..
at there nothing to do so started taking photo...

take a lot of pics and delete a lot too.. lol..

wonder what she doing sia?!

she and mii she so act cute... hahaz

wa due to the sun light lor

my photo look so white but quit nice too... hahaz

that all for yesterday=)

for 24 sep

after our maths paper 2

wanna go use com with xuan and jennifer

we go change first den go use

wth! class t with short plus the stupid sch shoe make it so ugly

after changing go east point de they say must al least 18?!

wth!!

den we go safra there play...

woohoooo...

hahaz... tml my last paper for prelim so happy!!!

sci mcq!!! anyhow choose aso can

hahaz.. joking...

yesterday went studying at airport with my frenz
is like study a bit den started playing le...
we like wanna to play computer games lor..
den we decided to go east point there play
actually kenny say wanna to go safra play de...
but i think like go safra need more waste more times than going east point.
den we go east point.
hahaz.. yesterady faizul so good treat mii play com for 1 hour
den after that we went home..
reach home feeling very tired le..
my cousin come my house den mii and my cousin have kept on talking
wth.. wanna guess her rumour guy name so hard sai
only give me one letter to guess..
arrgh..
after that send her to my another cousin house to her mother
den i went home very tired
ok today i must go study
tml gt maths paper 2
very important de.
prelim!!!

hahaz...

my first post...

2day after the chem paper i go xuan house

den after that go buy our early lunch..

den go shimin house..

after that shimin and xuan help mii to create my blog..

i so stupid dun noe how to create blog... lol..

hahaz... now i noe how le...

thanks shimin and xuan for their help!

so happy today finally have my blog done up.

happy until i forget i need to study for my prelim le..

hahaz...