i am here to update. hahaha. i hate darkness. yesterday my house de corridor light went off. and my room become very dark. and i couldn't fall asleep with complete darkness. so bo bian. i had to count on the lamp to brighten up my room a bit. hahaha.

okay. shall update a bit of my life. hahaha. boring life.

THURS
meet up with shimin and shaun for movie. catch the Detroit Metal City. nice show and the person is so damn cute. hahaha. after movie had lunch at LJS. after that bused down to ECP for DBF 09 chalet. reach there around 6 plus. and headed for dinner. did not have anything cause i am still quite full. hahah. after that went back to chalet for some card game and watch TV. left the chalet around 9 plus. not staying overnight. long day outside feeling rather tired.

FRI
suppose to stay at home because i need to fetch my cousin in the evening. then DON called. ask me to go eat dinner. so headed out for dinner at 6. thought i would be late but no. hahaha. long queue at the place we eating. spend the whole night waiting and eating. but it waas a good day catching up with them. hahaha. misses!

stayed at home for the whole weekend. nothing much. hahaha. i wanna go Kbox. shimin!!! hahaha. and xuan!!! hehehe. loves!

i am here to update again. kind of lazy to update. hahaha.

mon went to WWW with shimin xuan and kelvin. fun day out. i am lazy to go into details. haha. but a lot of funny things. shhh. inside joke. hahah.
after that went to Ehub for our lunch. hahah. my late lunch. then go arcade and play. FUN! long time never go le. =) then after a while, home sweet home!
i had a early sleep that day. sleep around 9. too tired le. no photo for that day. LOL.

i am lazy to update overdue pictures. and i lost the feeling of camwhoring already. hahaha. see my mood. if i happy then i update. hahaha.

my absence make no difference to you. but your absence make a lot of differences to me.

hello! I am back! everybody must be wondering why i had not been blogging these few days. not these few days. it seems to be two weeks le ba. hahaha. i not only disappeared from blogging but also from MSN. I was online but i am just appearing offline. the reason behind this is due to some of my personal reasons. it seriously make me moody till i dun have the mood to online and talk to anyone. and thanks those who ask me out during this period. even though they do not know about my situation but the times i had with them is still the best. they never fail to make my day better.

Today i finally come online and blogging le. i feeling a bit better only. and i realised that i cant be avoiding the matter forever. i am trying to keep myself strong during this period. CINDY jiayous!!! LOL!

I always thought i never had problem with my friendship. but now i finally realised that friends do change and they change so fast till now i also dun know them at all. some people i thought i could forgive and forget about the hurt and those things that the person did to me. but in the end the person do not know his/her mistake at all. and repeating doing this to me. you used me and left me out again and again. Do you treat me as your friend or just some substitute friend out there?! i give up. you are not one of my good friend anymore you are just some normal friend i had out there. you might not know but you will just be some friend that i will meet and talk to occasionally. i seriously disappointed with you.

okay. shall stop here. overdue pictures will be updated in the next post!

yesterday went for makeup class at orchard building. lesson was fun and i learnt quite a lot of things too. haha. after lesson went for lunch at wisma. after that go for shopping. a short one. after that went home. i need to be home earlier. yesterday was a lonely night. was alone at home for very long. from 8 to about 12. the whole house was so empty and dark. only my room was bright. because i did not dare to off the light in my room. hahaha.

this morning also quite lonely at home. but i spent the morning and early afternoon sleeping. haha. i am becoming like pig. hahaha. sianz de. okay la. photos!!!

it has been quite sometimes since i post anything. reason being i am lazy! hahaha.

okay. yesterday meet up with simun for singing session. second time this week. hahaha. i think i have not see her for very very long time le. think got 2-3 months?! hshaha. miss her lots.

wed
stayed at home. hahah. so nothing much.

tue
went for singing session with shimin and xuan. meet them and had eighteen chef first. sing till 7. and i think i saw simun there and really is simun. hahah.

actually my life become quite boring. hahaha. and tmr i going for a makeup class. dunno at where. somewhere at orchard? and i need to rush home after that.

我很想你 你知道吗?
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我 一个而已

我很想你 听见了吗?
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你
[this part is taken from a song'很想你']

Do you know i miss you?
Do you know how much i miss you?
Do you know i have feelings for you?
Do you know how much i wish you would be there for me?
Do you know how much i want to see your smiles everyday?
Do you know that some changes i had is because of you?
Do you know i feel jealous when i see you with other girls?

some thoughts which are on my mind these few days. i really miss you!

thanks shimin for the necklace. friendship necklace.

credit to shimin. hahaha.

i dunno what to blog now. i knwo i got things to blog about de. but i still thinking how to start. haha.. will update again when i have the feel to do so. haha.