I M SO TIRED! tired about sch life le. now still deciding wad cca to join. and trying to do all my tutorial question. and complete my project. 2day had econ lecture. the lecture was like going so fast and i cannot catch wad he is talking. so now have to try to catch up myself le. i can't afford to fail any module cause i dun wan to stay back for another semester. lol. so sianz. begining to like accounting le. but i dun like the lecturer. hahaz. accounting was fun to me. statistic too. trying to force myself to cope well with FOM and ECON. these are the two that i can't really cope up with de. i will try my best de. JIAYOUS! lol.

have been doing my work for the whole day. in between having break. finish half of my accounting tutorial question and almost finshing my CD powerpoint slide. i cn't think of anything now le. trying to think as hard as i can le. i stil haven finish doing quite a lot of things. 200 words report. and reseacrh for FOM. now takig break for a while and continuing later. poly life is not as relax as i think. looking forward for holiday to come. so i can take a rest. hahaz. everybody take crae. will try to update soon.

it has been a long time since my last post. lol. these few days has been a long day for me. so damm tired lor. 2day went to alumni band as usual. i was late for meeting them about 20 mins late. lol. so i did not have anything and went for band. in band we play folklore. combined with the CO. okay. i gt no comment about 2day practice. Sir order pizza for the band. and the CO. sorry i think i gt a bit of mood swing 2day. hahaz. never mnd. after eating is about 3 plus le going to 4 le. den we go off. i going to city hall to meet my FOM group members. simun going to town o meet her friends. so we took the train together. reach city hall. call them up. and told me to meet them at marina square. *sob sob* did not have a chance to go to the Singapore flyer. so sad. meet them at mac. den have our discussion there and after a whilewe were like so tired. so went to walk around marina square. den about 7 HOME SWEET HOME. I want to go the singapore flyer there! hope there is a chance to go there. lol. now going to do my CD powerpoint slide, FOM research and 200 words report for EC. i m tired and there is so many project to do.

went to alumni band for practice. OMG! my playing is not as good as last time le. i kept playing the wrong notes. and i am the only alto sax player la. okay. so have to play everything by myself. after playing for a while, i know how the song sound like le. but i need to practice more. or else i cannot make it de. sianz. then after that went to bugis with simun. went to take neoprint. den we went to shop for her makeup. after that went to bugis to shop. we two bought a top each. lol. dun feel like buying de. but in the end still buy. lol. den went back to bugis junction walk walk. about 7 plus home sweet home! photos taken 2day.

simun, mii, peiwen, alicica

reflection of peiwen,mii and simun

simun, mii, and peiwen

All is mii and simun zilian pics

now in school. now free period gt nothing to do. so just post something short. just a few moments ago, i realised that i forget to bring my wallet to school. damm it. now i gt no money la. haiz. so hve to borrow from my friends. lol. thinking of changing my blogskin. but i dunno leh. cause is like very ma fan ma. okay end here. later at night gt time den update again. lol.

sorry the starting of this post will not be a gd one. lol. cause is like i just quarrel with my mother. is like so wad la. okay. i m pissed and angry. sorry who those who talk to me in msn jus now.cause is like i m still quarrelling with my mother and not in a very gd mood just now. life just sux for me. actually was thinking of posting more lively things de. but who know this will happen. okay. enough of all these.

2day have a long day in school. our class was like playing viwawa whenever there is free times. lol. after school went to meet up with xuan and amanda. went to watch RUN PAPA RUN. the starting was nice. but the ending a bit sianz le. after that pei amanda go buy her shoes. but me and xuan saw shoes that we liked de. haiz. den home sweet home le. sorry dun really have the mood to post le.

i bought my contact lenses le. lol. i like very long never wear le lor. school was quite okay 2day. no much lesson. was using my laptop in school. and there are so much things to bring home lecture notes. and my bag was damm heavy. so after school quickly went home to put my things down and went to 201 to meet jennfer. ask her pei me go buy contact lenses. then we went to eat MAC. lol. den walk around 201. so sianz. nothing to walk de. den i pei jennifer go her house there de void deck sit. talk talk talk until 7. and it's time for me to go home le. she pei me go wait for my bus and then home sweet home le. i dun like my timetable la. why fri my class have lesson from 8 to 5 de. whereas the others have from 8 to 12 de. so wad la. i cannot go out in the afternoon. so sianz. okay update you guys about the timetable yesterday. went on quite smoothly. hahaz. just a bit of slight different. but i only manage to finish marketing. lol. will try again other day. hahaz. gd night everybody.

Lecture Lecture Lecture. this wad we have 2day. is like damm sianz la. i dun seem to undestand wad the lecturer was talking about. except for the lecture and statitics. i gonna go study later. OMG! is just the second day. and i have to start revising le. if i dun start now i will have problem catching up. itis my choice to go sp de. so i have to work harder than the rest of my classmates. as i am not as clever as them. will try to update when i m free. cause i just feel lazy to update. hahaz. i now going to plan my timetable for later. from now till 8 use com first. from 8 to 9 rest. hahaz. den from 9 onwards study. hahaz. i wonder whether i can do wad i plan or not. i will try. see ya.

this is the MV of my blog song. the MV is so touching. it make me realised that we must cherish the people around us. dun wait until we lose them den we regret. after watching that MV, i just feel like crying. so nice and touching. Love it so much. <3

went out with xuan 2day. we were like dunno where to go. and yesterday i just went to bugis. so she suggested to go AMK hub. but halfway on the train we decided to go bugis. lol. she wan to buy present for her grandmother. so we went around to look. after that went to bugis street. walk around like nothing to buy. then we bought earings. after that i went to bought my lunch. then xuan say she dun wan stay at bugis le. ask me go simei with her. lol. then since i gt nothing to do. so pei her go lor. at east point was quite boring. xuan suggest to do manicure. i was like considering wan to do or not. we walk around den decided to buy nail polish and do it ourselves. after buying went to xuan house. cause she helping me to do my nails. at her house was quite fun. we were like talking about lots of things. hahaz. den listening to songs. we were quite high. lol. after that it was time to for me to go home le. just nice xuan's mother come back le. den xuan send me to MRT station. den i went home le. THANKS XUAN FOR HELPING ME DO MY NAILS! LOVES YA <3



after talking to xuan 2day, i had some thought.

i just think that guys do not understand girls at all. sorry guys. i did not mean to say about you de. i just feel that my confidence towards guys is not so much le.

2day is such a busy day for me. firstly meet up with xuan to go to office to return our uniform. when we reach harbour front. is was raining heavily. even though we did have an umbrella. but i m still wet. lol. after that had KFC at harbour front before going to simei. after that trained to simei. went to school for alumni band. but i was there for only 10 mins and i went off le. pei simun go 201 buy her black shoes. then we trained to Bugis. went to bugis street. Just do some shopping. and i bought two tops and a sandal. hahaz. i m like kept spending money. kk. will try to stop. hahaz. den after that had our dinner at MAC. trained back to tampines. that simun very tired le but she can't go home. lol. cause she did not bring her keys out. and her parent is not at home. so she have to go to yishun. then home sweet home le. some of the pics would be funny. hahaz. cause i wear simun Big spec to take pics and it jus look retarded. hahaz.

Simun and mii

Zilian with simun BIG Spec

i just looked so retarded. lol

had our flag day on thurs. went to tiong bahru to collect donations. went to tiong bahru market to collect. is wad damm hot there la. okay. we were ask to meet at 10 30 at tiong bahru mrt. to have our early lunch. went back to meet up with the others. we were deciding where to have our lunch at. they suggested go city hall. okay. so we went there to have our lunch. actually we said wan go city hall there continue our donation de. but in the end we went shopping. lol. after that we went into toys' r us. kerry went to buy a bottle of bubbles. lol. we went to a nearby open space to play. and these are the some pics we taken. i m too lazy to update more le.

let me continue from yesterday. first we start with introducing ourselves to our classmates. i m in classs DBF 09. my class gt 10 girls and 10 boys. get along well with the girls and the guys. my class mostly chinese de. gt 3 three is other races de. but not very sure wad race. hahaz. gt 2 from china de. den proceed to station games. out of 6 stations we only went for 2 nia. lol. den went back to the MLT to gather. den need to guess who the murderer before going for lunch. but i think we never submit the answer den we went for lunch le. have lunch at KFC. there was so crowded la. den we found a table to sit. we managed to sit 8 person in 6 seater table. lol. so damm cool la. hahaz. after eating went to class for ice breaking games. we did nothin much for the ice breaking. chosed a class rep. den planned for tml de mr and miss undercover identities. chosed a couple. and wad to wear and so go. den at three we are released le. call peiwen but she still having her orientation. since it still early i went to walk around the sch with my new friends. went to mac to talk. den peiwen finish her orienation and come and find me. den we waited for don. den we trained back to tampines together. cause meeting jennifer later. reach tampines is like so early la. so go walk around. after jennifer comes went to buy our bags at zinc and went to have dinner. after dinner i was like very crazy le. after that went home le. so tired. after doing my things fall asleep le. hahaz.

thats all for yesterday. now about 2 day.
2day everything was like in the convention centre. so bored inside lor. cause gt a lot of speech. i almost sleep sia. lol. den gt quite a lot of fun. nothng much aso 2day. end at 2. den went home. have a nap from 4 to 7.

first day of orientation goes on quite smoothly for me. my classmates are all quite friendly de. so nice to mixed around. but they dun seem to know my sec sch at all. lol. never mind. was quite tired as not used to the long train ride. since i have chosed this path i will have to endure le. i know a girl who lived in jurong but studying in simei ite. she can do this for 3 years so can i. hahaz. i can get along well with my classmates. lol. have quite a lot of fun 2day. 2morrow i have to be in sch at 8am. i m tired dun wish to eleborate more le. gt time den post again.

i now very bored at home. so sianz. but i cannot go out cause i will start spending money. lol. because i wan to buy another bag so have to save money or else i won't have enough money to spend le. 2morrow is my orienatation le. damm scared la. must reach by 8 45. i still haven make up my mind wad to wear lor. still need to bring extra clothing. dunno can wear slipper or not leh.

oh ya. sorry to peiwen and don. i promise you all that i will pei you all go sentosa before sch start de. but 2morrow sch starting soon le. next time during sch holiday den i pei you all go again k. so sorry. i did not fufill my promise.



My Last Thought Of You

When i saw you yesterday, i dunno why i feel so angry la. i dunno wad i m angry about. Now i dun give a damm to you le. I really wan to forget you and start a brand new life le. I hope that i could forget all the memories i had with you asap. i will not let myself cry for you again le. wad all my friends say are correct. tis kind of guys is not worth it to cry for. my friends ask me whether i still have feeling for you but i can only answer i dunno. cause i haven really forget you yet. anyway all the best for you and her.

2day went to celebrated jennifer birthday in advance. cause is like we are not free on mon. so celebrate 2day lor. meet around 2 den go eat pizza. jen treat. hahaz. jen wan bag for her birthday. don wan go paragon to look for his laptop bag. so me, jennifer, peiwen and don trained to orchard. went to paragon buy his laptop bag. after choosing, he realised that he did not bring his net card. lol. den i help him pay first. lol. after that walk to far east to look for jennifer de bag. went to zinc to buy her bag. lol. den i saw 1 bag that i like very much de. OMG! but i jus bought a bag lor. tell my mother about this. she say can buy. hurray maybe going to buy. lol. hahaz. actually wan leave far east le. but outside raining we cannot leave far east. so wait for the rain to stop. lol. after trained to tampines with jennifer. don and peiwen alight at simei. on the train gt one cute boy boy sia. peiwen kept waving at him den the boy boy kept laughing. den his mother ask the boy boy why he laugh he say nothing. lol. his mother must think that he is crazy. kept on laughiing. den i wan to take the pics of the boy boy very hard. cause gt 1 guy in front of me kept moving. den i cannot take pics of him. manage to take a blur pic of him. after that meet up with faizul at tampines. after that went to minitoons to buy sweets. den after that went past singtel saw someone i dun wan to see de. asshole. make my mood super bad. after that went to mac and eat. on the way there my leg gt cramps. den went to mac to rest. den i think i gt a bit emo. i just eel like cying le. but i just endure. saw liyin at mac with her frenz. after eating went to void deck and sit. talk talk a while den go home le. something happen but i dun wan to mention. lol. they walk to my house there de busstop to take bus. wait for their bus to come before i go. 2day gt a lot of pics to post. enjoy everybody. LOVE YA <3



the boy boy is so cute la. <3>

she pei me zilian. lol

jenniferXD

mii and mummy <3

mummy, daddy and mii<3

daddy and mii<3

Reflections

forget to take don pic. lol. dun sad hor XD

the four of us

daddy and mummy love them <3

peiwen, jen and my balloons

i know i very zilian la.