yesterday night was doing my essay till late night. i did till about 3 plus and finally finish it le. so glad that i finally finish it le. by doing the essay really bring me back a lot of memories. memories of all those times i spend with you. i really dun understand why we become like this. is it all my fault? i wanna be like the past but i can't do anything to bring back the past. i am angry with myself why can't i be like last time and talk to you like normal friend. i always thought that i could forget about you but i realised i cannot do it. seeing you yesterday just bring back everything le.

sorry readers today post won't be a gd post. cause my mood now is not very gd and feeling very pissed off with a lot of things. first is my 3 pages essay that i have to complete it by tonight before i sleep. and now i m in 2nd page le. so happy. hahaz. i think i gt serious mood swings. LOL. so those friends who talk to me just now. i might show some attitude to you but i m sorry. i did not mean it de. it just came out like that. I M SORRY! maybe what happen in the afternoon really affected me and i gt noone to turn to. i think even i got someone to turn to they will not understand too. nobody can understand what i am feeling when i see him. maybe you all never experience the feeling tht i have experienced before. so forget it. i know i already say that i will not cry for him again. but today i saw him. but i just cannot endure anymore. on the way home i just sat at the bus stop and tears just roll down my face. i dunno what is going through my mind but i just can't control it. zzzz. i going to continue and essay le. i m multitasking now. talking to 3 person in msn at the same time, watching tv and blogging at the same time. hahaz. i m qute busy wors. hahaz. now is already i plus le. and i m half way through my essay le. hehe. i wonder what time i will finish it. hahaz. no matter what i will finish it before i sleep today. today evening time was emo for me but at night it was so fun. hahaz. suddenly gt daddy. hahaz. i gt gay parent. wahahaz. okay. ESSAY TIME!!!!!!! JIAYOUS FOR THOSE STILL DOING ESSAY! ^_^

Cindy Ng Xin Li

27/12/1991

You are Silver Raccoon, who is delicate in that, you still hold girlish innocence and prettiness.

Your facial expression and action is also gentle, and tends to be bit of a poser.

Even though you are gentle and quiet, there is side of you that can not control your self-indulgence.

You don't talk much, but are a proud person and will not easily listen to other people.

This makes you stiff and obstinate.

You possess calmness that will not be moved by situations.

You tend to judge people coolly.

Personality wise, you have strong emotions, and if the situation is about yourself, you tend to be easily influenced.

In personal relationships, you prefer to keep long relations than to have a short one.

Once you have met a person who would understand you, you try to keep that relationship forever.

To do this, it may be getter if you could broaden your acquaintance, and at the same time broaden your field of interest, and develop yourself as a human being.

You are not very good at organizing and clearing up.

You prefer to spend your time outside socializing.

You are suited to stay out that to stay at home.

xuan and shimin try it so i thought trying it out also. and the RACCOON is so cute. after reading it. i being to suspect is that really me?! i only agree on some of the points only. [ those that i highlighted] those who wanna to try out can go this web. http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

FINALLY IT IS OVER LE. FINALLY MST IS OVER LE. NOW ABLE TO RELAX A BIT. BUT I STILL GT A 3 PAGES ESSAY TO COMPLETE IF POSSIBLE I WILL TRY TO COMPLETE BY TODAY. LOL. TODAY PAPER.... I GT NO COMMENT ANYMORE LE. ABLE TO DO SOME QUESTIONS ONLY. JUST HOPE THAT I CAN PASS ALL MY MODULES AND I CAN FORGET ABOUT GETTING A LE. ZZZZZ. TODAY I FINISH MY PAPER 15 MINS BEFORE THE PAPER END LE. SO ISTARTED THINKING WHAT SHOULD I EAT FOR LUNCH. I GT THE URGE TO EAT BAKED RICE. I WANNA GO PIZZA HUT. BUT NOONE CAN PEI ME GO. TRAINED BACK WITH NAZREEN TILL TAMPINES. THEN WENT TO CENTURY SQUARE TO DABAO MY BAKED RICE. AND WALK HOME AFTER THAT. NOW I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING LE. LOL. MAYBE GO PLAY A FEW ROUND OF AUDI THEN I GO SLEEP LE. AND DO MY CD ESSAY AT NIGHT. SEE YA.

this is gonna be a funny post. casue it is damm funny. the pics we drawn. i can only say that i cannot draw. see how badly i draw myself. LOL. jovell and naz also draw better than me. T.T


combination of our work piece. done by cindy ^_^

this is drawn by me and is myself.


also drawn by me. and i won't say is who. LOL

this is drawn by jovell and is her. LOL

this is drawn by jovell too. who is that i also dunno. hehe

this is drawn by naz and is her. LOL

this is drawn by naz too. and who is he. find out urself. LOL

FEELING VERY PEK CHEK NOW. ARRGH! BECAUSE OF THE ITAB MST TODAY LA.
do the excel thingy do until very pek chek plus the person beside me also very noisy. cause he also dunno hw to do. zzzzz. i cannot figure the function for the loan paymenet de. that's why i so pek chek with the com.think i gonna flunk ITAB le. zzzz. i have given up hope on my MST. all the paper that i have taken just dun go on smoothly for me. zzz. forget it. i wanna quit school. but i can't. is it the wrong choice to choose this course in the first place. maybe i should just choose TP. haiz. actually today afte school i wanna go back to ccss band for their rehearsal de. but noone reply my msg so i choose to go home le. my mood was nt very gd on the way home. gt the feeling of eating ice cream. LOL. whenever i feel down i gt the urge to eat ice cream. hehe. so went to TM MAC to buy macflurry and saw xuan's classmates there. then after that walk home slowly. not gonna study today.tml then start studying. tml dun need to go school. yeah! gonna to study at home. hope i can do it. LOL. and i have to complete my CD essay and ppt slide by this weekend and nt forgeting my FOM project too. thats all. going to play audi now. bye! ^_^

EPIPHANY III CONCERT PHOTO UPDATED!!!!

rehearsal

concert time

saxophone section x3

simun, steven and mii

simun and mii

mii and jennifer

simun, slybest and mii

steven and mii

zzz. dun feel like blogging anything about today MST. i totally give up on all my MST le. ZZZZZ. today after econ test went to look for anthony with jovell, queenie, huiming and nazreen. then i went to take the LOA form. applying for leave next thurs for the concert. then i waited for xuan to come to dover. she pon school today. zzzz. then ask me pei her go shopping. LOL. after meeting her trained to orchard. went to far east. have our lunch first before shopping. walk around to look for her shoes. then thought of looking for xiao zhu de shop. "STAGE" but we couldn't find. zzzzz. after long searching we decided to give up le. decided to go TM shop. ask shimin to meet us. since she finish school le. but hor she say she very tired. LOL. but we forced her to come. LOL. soon reach TM le. waited for her at TM de MAC. wait until wanna sleep le. zzzz. then me and xuan go walk around first. finally she arrived le. but she bought ask hello panda. ^^ thats nice of her. but she is late. zzzz. okay. walk around a while and i had to go off le. cause cannot go home too late. zzz. PHOTOS!!!!

I LOVE THIS PIC! I LOVE XUAN DEAR!

mii

SHIMIN, XUAN AND MII


MIRROR REFLECTION

TAKE HER PIC WHEN SHE TAKING HER OWN REFLECTION. LOL

SEE HOW WE CAN POSE. 1 2 3 GO

TAKE 1

TAKE 2

TAKE 3

TAKE 4

TAKE 5

TAKE 5

TAKE 6

WE ARE LAME

REFLECTION ^^

i m begining to worry about my MST now le. have my first paper today. PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS. ZZZZZ. i gt no time to finish it. i spend a long time doing the first question. i know my time management is poor but... i always spend a longer time to finish accounts. zzzz. i dunno i go sch for what de sia. go school for 1 hr nia. but the journey to sch and back home is more than that lor. zzzz. the first module already like that le. the next few modules will be worse. can i do it ma? i feel like skipping all these MST. like what xuan dear had sad. she is tired of school and so am i!!!!! i wanna quit school. but can i ma? enough of sch. just feel very tired. zzzzz. tml after school. going out with xuan dear. i miss her. x3 i not going to care about the module on wed le. cause it is ITAB. i dun like ITAB. zzzz. going to relax myself tml. yeah! dun wan go home so early again.

shall blog first before going study. tml gt MST le!!! arrgh! die le. i haven finish studying. these few days was busy with the band practices. well all our efforts paid off. yesterday was the EPIPHANY CONCERT. CHANGKAT CHANGI SECONDARY SCHOOL BAND THIRD PUBLIC CONCERT. though is a short concert but i believe that everybody enjoyed the concert very much. i ownself enjoyed it very much. morning went for practice with the CO. then is time for the alumni to have their own rehearsal le. after that is time to combine with the rest of the band. then is time to go down t the marine parade cc le. bused to there. the members all nt sporty de. only for a few only. the rest just mind their own business. zzzzz. so me, jennifer, don and peiwen just have our own fun. was quite high then. reach there have our own rehearsal before the start of the concert. soon the concert is going to start le. everything goes on smoothly. most of us was quite worried about sir. but anyway his solo was very gd. before the end of the first half we ended with doreamon. nice and cute song. during the interval i went to change my saxophone to sir saxophone. it is a gd saxophone. the second half started with the alunmi band. plyed yange first then is queen in concert. i was damm nervous since the start of the second half. i was damm scared of the solo. i think that the solo was nt as gd as what i have played during the rehearsal. i hope overall is okay. then is time for simun's solo. HER SOLO WAS DAMM NICE. GD JOB SIMUN! then is renny's solo. GD JOB TOO. ended the concert with that thing you do. then bused back to school. this time round most of the members was sporty le. we played the boom thing. damm fun. hahaz. after dismissed, most of us went to mac to eat. quite a lot of us went there. talk till about 11 50 then we went home. i choose to walk home and since taufiq live near me. he walk home with me. hahaz. reach home feeling very tired le. on the lappy for awhile and went to sleep le. i do not have much pics. zzzzzzzzzz

taken before we went home at MAC.

TO SAXOPHONE SECTION:

THKS FOR UR CARD I REALLY LIKE IT A LOT. I REALLY ENJOYED THE TIME WE HAD BEFORE. ESP THE TIME BEFORE I GRADUATED. THE TIMES BEFORE SYF. NOW YOU ALL HAVE TO WORK HARD FOR THE RACIAL HARMONY CONCERT. SAXOPHONE IS THE BEST. I LOVE YOU ALL! HOPE THAT IN THE FEW YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. I WOULD BE ABLE TO STILL SEE THE STRONG SAXOPHONE SECTION. THANKS VERY MUCH!

quite a few days never update le. cause last few days nothing much happen so did not update ma. today went to ccss for night practice. but before that meet up with simun and went bugis to look for the belt. went to the hong kong cafe at bugis for lunch first before we start looking for her belt. after she bought her things we trained back to simei. she went to look for her father to take money then we went to meet jennifer. simun had her dinner at koba whereas i have waffles. after that went for band practice. today practice was okay. after band we were like crazy. hahaz. then pei jennifer to eat MAC. so happy saw BERNICE. hahaz. miss her sia. after that home sweet home liao. ^^ gonna sleep well tonight.

TO ME SIMUN AND RENNY
TML WILL BE THE CONCERT LE. SO WE HAVE TO GIVE OUR BEST LE. SAXOPHONE SECTION CAN DO IT DE. PLAY LOUDER AND LOUDER. WE MUST DO OUR VERY BEST TML. I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT DE. JIAYOUS! ^^

Rules & Regulations of this quiz is ...

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on theirblogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A : i will be very angry and hate him forever!

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A : 1.be with the one i love
2.happy forever
3.all my other wishes to come true

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A : yeah!

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A : yeah. always
Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A : yeah!

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : to be loved

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : until the feeling i have for him fade away

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A : try to make myself give up on him. and it would be very hard for me to do that. ^^

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : yeah! a lot a lot of things. hahaz. to much to be list down

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A : Yeah!

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A : Yeah!

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : Loves ones, laogongs, darlings, friends and family

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A : yeah

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A : we both love each other and he is nice to me!

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A : not really =x

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : erm. maybe

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?OR the better one?
A : see who treat me better

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : sense of humour, can pei me lame and craps, be there when i need them =)

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : Yeah! not just something but a lot of things. hehe

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy/girl?
A : his eye.

people who are selected to do the quiz.
1. xuan
2. shimin
3. jennifer
4. faizul
5. amanda
6. shaun

BBQ PICTURES(UPDATED)

group photo of the 7 of us.

group photo with the 7 of us and eugene's friend

7 of us at bedok jetty

we are just being childish. hehe

huiming and queenie <3>

they are pressing on me T.T

me and huiming

jovell and naz =)

mii skating

Huiming laogong and mii

smile :)

funny face XD

emo! :(

guess what we pointing at!? hehe

my 3 beloved laogongs <3>

me and darling jovell <3

huiming laogong and jovell laogong pulling me

yinwei and eugene

eugene with those bbq food

BBQ FOOD!!!!