♥♥♥ CINDY ♥♥♥

i m not going to upload those photos taken in band anymore. even though i gt it from faizul le. i gt no mood now. why suddenly i feel that everything have change. is so different from last time le. i dunno why my life have change. they were not like that last time. maybe is not their fault is just my own fault. maybe i m the one who had change. i dunno. why must everything changed. i like the past and i like the present. why can't they just remained the same. i just can't feel the same anymore. what happening to me. can someone tell me?! my mood was okay just now. i dunno why it will just change. and everytime i in my bad mood or i m emo, it will always be in the night. last few days gt naz accompany me craps which make my mood better. yesterday gt naz and jovell laogong. and was feeling better when they talk to me. they always can make me laugh. hope 2day will be the same. i m tired of everything. SCHOOL, MST, FAMILY, FRIENDS, BAND AND MANY MORE! ALL THESE ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY. someone told me that he wanna quit school. and that what i have been wanting to do. i can't manage my school now. with all different modules which most of them i can't understand. i dunno hw i m going to fare for the up coming MST. i dun wish to fail but.. okay. today i manage to finish my ITAB question which i suppose to do. which mean that i gt 1 less work to do le. and i completed last year PACC CA1 paper. i m halfway through 2006/2007 PACC CA1. left with the last question but i gt no more mood to finish the last question le. so give up. okay shall end here. tml going out with friends. go out with friends will just make me feel better.