HEY EVERYBODY I AM BACK!!! 我回来了!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DON DADDY!!!!

it has been long since i have blogged. i am seriously tired everyday after work. tomorrow will be my first off day! yeah! and i am going out. update you guys. i am working at my house nearby de CC. actually first two days my works is damn slacked de. but last few days it is more busy le. zzz. i sometime even have to wait till everybody is clear before i can tidy up my table. was damn messy when the place is crowded with people. zzz. nevermind. i am currently out of job so just take up any jobs that come along. and thanks peiwen for introducing. =)

i last blogged on mon. so i slowly bring myself back to last tue. wahaha. err. let me recall. err. oh ya. slacked at home in the afternoon till 6 plus. then went to meet xuan and samantha to go parkway parade. we went back to WPP. haha. it has been long since we went back. catch up with felicia and bernice a while and then we went for our dinner. after dinner samantha went off and me and xuan went walk around PP. but after a while we bused back home.

okay now wed. err. i did nothing but slacked at home. i think i woke up super late. just too tired le. i was watching youtube the whole day. ^.^

then thurs went to meet jennifer and faizul for studying. err. should not be studying ba. slacked around. went IKEA first. i always have a lot of funs there. just love IKEA. and i wanna mine future house to be decorated with these beautiful furniture. =) after that went to tampines library to study. took quite a number of pictures that day. i tihnk will be uploaded at the end of the post. must depend on my mood later. see i am lazy or not. wahaha.

then it is friday! err. i did not went out again. mean that i am slacking at home. wahaha. then saturday start work liao. and nothing much le. sometime i will get quite pissed off with those old folks cause they are very irritating.zzzz. some are nice. haha. nothing much on my work le. haha. now don is complaining. cause my side there faxed a lot of application form to their there. and he have to work OT. hehe. is not my fault. =)

okay. tml i am going sentosa!!! after that will be working day again liao. i wanna meet up with my friends. i miss them wors. okay okay. now for picture time.

this look like a washing machine right. but i am wrong. it is a....

dish washer. zzzz

I AM TIRED! SHALL UPDATE ON MY OFF DAY OR I AM FREE.

today went out to look for jobs with peiwen and don. went to agencies to look. still waiting for them to call us up. after that went to TM to play arcade. haha. have quite a lot of fun there. then trained to simei to look for jennifer for lunch. had lunch at EATZI. i was feeling so full after that. then walk aorund east point and we bought a board game and went back to ccss for a game. me, peiwen and jennifer planned to sabo don dun let him win. and some sort he gt unhappy after that. but i managed to win. wahaha. then went for band. the band is getting ready for the upcoming overseas trip. i will not be going for the trip due to some reasons. so...
GD LUCK FOR THE COMPETITION AND HAVE FUN THERE!

then about 5 plus went to meet xuan and shimin at tampines. xuan wanna us to pei her go buy notebook. then have a short time catching up with them. i only have laughter with them. i love them! then went home after a short while.

okay. shall not update more. pictures!!!!

taken by peiwen de. nice nice. =)

jennifer just love making those faces.

wah! so big mouth ar.

ice cream is nice. ^.^

my plate after eating. very messy right. wahaha.

add milk to coke. eee.

add milk to plain water too.

camwhoring in the toilet.

ludo game. two of mine had already reach home liao. don de still all at the starting.

yeah! i m the first one to win. ^.^

To forget you: That is the most impossible thing to do.

To forget is just an interpretation. An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off. Time doesn’t devour memories: It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream. Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream, and the dream will alter into a memory again.

just finish reading a book that jennifer lend me 'to forget you' . it is a touching story. i started thinking about my past while reading it. i am trying to forget about all the memories that i have with you but till now i still can't forget. worse still i can still remember a lot of things. from your hp no to email address to the places that we spent together and those beautiful memories i had during my last year in changkat and i can even remmeber the date which i confessed to you. am i foolish to tell you that i love you? i regretted telling you if not we will still be friends. i had lost counted of how many times i had cried for you ever since that day. i have been telling myself not to cry for you ever again. but whenever i think of those memories my tears would just roll down.
sorry to be emo again but i cannot control it sometime and now is i just finish reading a touching novel.

today went to accompany jennifer go study. as usual i was late for meeting them. peiwen and don went along too. i had been ages since i meet up with them. today motive is to pei jennifer go study. did nothing much there. crapping there. about 6 peiwen and don went home whereas me and jennifer went to TM for dinner. after that went to walk around TM and CS. and then home sweet home. =)
okay shall update some random photos.

everytimes when i am with my friends i feel okay but when i am alone i started thinking about the past. just now on the way back home, i was thinking about a lot of things. mostly is about him. i think is all about him ba. i dunno why suddenly i will think about the past again le. though i know i have no more feeling for you le. but the hurt that you left on me till now i still can't forget. even when i think of the good memories we had but it eventually ended with the bad memories. those good memories i really wanna treasure it but it bring me nothing but hurt.
from the time we starting getting to know each other better. bickering with each other, irritate each other, calling each other names and the times when we are sat next to each other. those was the starting when i dun even sure of my feeling for you. but it was a great time with you by my side then. then slowly i know that i had fallen for you slowly. though many things happen in between that. during your N level period i was worry for you but i did not dare to contact you. till the first day of my o level. saw you before my paper. and that affected me a lot. i can't concentrate on my paper at all. my whole mind was all about you. till one day when we saw each other again and we started contacting each other again. ever since then i am sure i really love you. no matter how hard i try to ask you go for any outing we had you never agree to go for any one. you dun understand how much i wanna see you and wanna you to go for hose outing.and you never know how worry i am when the N level result was out. and i did not have any courage to ask you how you gt. finally i make up my mind to ask you and no matter how i ask you, you also never give me a answer. sometimes my sms was already very obvious that i like you but why can't you sense it. though you know when my birthday was. you did not even bother wishing my a happy birthday. all i wanna was just a happy birthday but i gt none. you are the one who give me false hope. if you dun have any feeling for me can you dun make me feel that you also have feeling for me. one moment we are very close the next moment everything changes and we behave like stranger.
i know this matter is already the past le. but i really cannot forget about you which i thought i had already did. but i was wrong. i know i am foolish but... i really cannot control my emotion. while reading my past posts. those happy memories really make me smile but it lead me to those bad memories.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN!!!!

that day celebrate her birthday le. wahaha. hope all her wishes come true and stay happy always. =)

these two days went back sch to help my econ cher with an event. haha. gd way to earn money. stay there and slack and gt 10 dollars. haha. as the station i am in is a computer room so there are com for me to use. and i watch my show there while waiting for the teams to arrive. haha. nothing much also.

PICTURES!!!!

group photo

econ cher. he quite fierce de. T.T




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