2nd post of the day.

i had editted my previous post. which i deleted part of the post. cause i wan to rewrite it. but i dun have time. so jus delete it first and post later. i will continued from this post la. in the later part of the post. jus now after sch went to bugis with desmond and eugene. erm. i was wondering wad to do there sia. in the end was playing audition there and talking at bk. i do a bit of poa nia. but was attracrted to audi. wahahaz. after that went bugis street to walk. wahahaz. cannot go shopping la. or else all my money will be gone again. wahahaz. next time after school wanna go home straight. cause 6 plus the train gt a lot of people de. i dun like. 2day was super unlucky sia. hate the group of students who just squeezed in like that. wtf. me and some of the people there was kena squeezed by them and almost fall. some of them was damm pissed with them la. me myself was aso pissed with them. lol. was a tiring day for me. reach home. lay on the bed. almost fell asleep but my father woke me up. lol. did not have my dinner cause i have something around 5 plus le. still feeling full then but now i m hungry and i gt nothing to eat sia. *sad sad* haiz. then quickly go pack my bag for the camp. lol. so last minute sia. then go chiong my poa hw. thought that i have finish everything le. but gervissa jus told me to do FOM. lol. late night again. so after blogging going to think ideas for FOM le. wahahaz.



these few days, my mood is not very gd. sorry if i gt vent any anger on anyone of you. so do bear with me until my mood changes better. i jus dun understand when the times i need you, you are not by my side. are we not fated for each other?maybe we are not. i m tired of all these le. you are living in ur own world whereas i living in my own dreamland. the best way for me is to give up. but everytimes when i was about to give up you will appear again. showing me that you are there for me but after a while you will go back to ur own world. and leave me alone. is it my wishful thinking again?! i really dunno. i jus wan you to disappear from my sight. ****ing moody now.

i m so bored and moody now. now blogging in school. yesterday went back to ccss for band practice as i sat cannnot make it. lol. what i can only say now is that the band now and the past is different le. last time is so much fun sia. i not saying that now is not fun but jus that is not as fun as the past le. I MISS MY QIN AI DE AND HUSBAND!! wahahaz. after band went off with jennifer, peiwen and don to have dinner. have dinner at cafe cartel. so long never eat le. wahahaz. spent about $16 on my dinner. OMG! so ex. and now i m broke wors. wahahaz. went home at about 8 plus to 9. i m so tired when i reach home sia. and had to finish my FOM den go sleep. slept at 1 plus. 2day wake up damm tired sia. lol. fri to sun still gt camp. sianz. dun feel like going le. but maybe going la. see first lor. sat have to do CIP!

jus reach home not long ago. feeling very tired now. but i can't sleep yet cause i need to ccomplete my FOM first. but let me vent my anger here first before doing the FOM!
****ing pissed off with my family sia. everybody is like keep nagging at me. which make me very pissed off. i gt so much things to do. and how do you expect me to rememeber to withdraw money. i jus can't remember ma. wad the use of keep nagging at me. it make me even more pissed sia. i dun like to go home. everyday go home have to listen to their nagging. i gt enough problem le and homework to do. so damm pissed sia. PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!

yesterday i was fking emo. dun ask me why. cause i dun wish to say anything about it. when i m with my friends i will be okay. but when i m alone i start feeling emo again le. lol. but 2day was okay le. not very emo le. but still gt a bit. nvm. the next few days would be better. yesterday slept at 10. wth. my friends they all dun believe i slept at 10 lor. so wad sia. hahaz. have not play audi for about 2 days liao. jus now went to play. sux sia my skill. trying not to play too much audi le. i have been trying. but noone believe me. *sob sob*. wahahaz. oh ya. today stay back with jovell, nazreen and queenie to study. but i was too tired to study. leave at 5 wth jovell. OMG!. the train was full with people lor. so sianz. reach home. jus downlaod the messenger plus. wahahaz. so damm fun sia. i dunno about it at all sia. i m so ku ku sia. wahahaz. gt to do my poa le. only complete 1a just now when studying with jovell they all. wahahaz. i m lazy. i know. that all. take care everybody. tag my blog pls. love ya <3

yesterday have my FOM first PBL presentation, i was damm nervous as i was the first person to speak. i had blister on my leg. all my slipper fault. get plaster from gervissa. if no plaster my leg will be pain for the whole day sia. after all the group have presented. the teacher give comment on our presentation. and he give comment on the group and the dividual. i was so tired for the whole day sia. and treat the eugene and josephine milo sia. all bully me sia. den dun let me play audi yestersday or else i need to give them 3 dollars sia. but manage to made them change their mind. hahaz. yesterday have audi with kerry, huiming, queenie, eugene and joseph. all so pro de sia. WTF! the eugene challenge me to 1 vs 1. but dunno why i will lose sia. damm it! i had to treat him on lunch sia. hahaz. i think i cause the girls to lose to the guys sia. cause i was talking to my friend on the phone. and was not concentrating on the game sia. so sorry sia! i really cannot play beat up sia. lol. yesterday i sleptearly sia. hahaz. normally fri i won't sleep sp early de. but i really very very tired le.
photos taken yesterday:

mii and huiming <3

jovell, mii and huiming love ya<3

my 2nd post of the day. wahahaz. have the primer welcome party just now. dunno whether wan go for the camp or not leh. look fun to me. wahahaz. somehow in the same group as don and peiwen. lol. gt a nice gl. friendly. m group member aso very friendly. hope that this cca is fun. wahahaz. the welcome party ended about 8 plus. i was so damm hungry by then. went off with peiwen and don. actually plan to go eat at tampines de. but in the end peiwen very tired so she went home. reach home about 10. OMG! i m so tired. put down my bag and went down to da bao my dinner. wad a late dinner i have. wahahaz. REALLY HOPE THAT TML THE PRESENTATION WILL GO ON SMOOTHLY. desmond msn nick stress me!! hahaz. i 2day really never play audi. i swear i really did not. therefore I M NOT AUDITION ADDICT!!!

i m super sianz now. now gt nothing to do. wating for my friends before going to th primers welcome party. peiwen ending at 6 30. so blogging now since i gt nothing to do. lol. i m so tired 2day sia. yesteday sleep at 1 plus. as i was playing audi with simun. wahahaz. 2day sch was quite okay for me before my conversation test. was doing my FOM project. kinda of finish le. damm scared of tml presentation sia. i will be presenting the introduction. is kinda of scary for me. dunno how long never do presentation le. hope everything goes on smoothly tml. oh ya. now talk about my conversation test 2day. i gt this feeling i will fail 2day the test sia. cause is like i did not talk much and say quite a lot of singlish. and the problem is that my group last minute change from environmental concerns to sports. i know nothing much about sports. so gt quite a hard take going into the conversation. conclusion: i will fail EC. after EC went back to where i done my FOM project jus now. and when i was about to pack up. i realised that i lost my ITAB book. den i go look around for my ITAB book. just leave that place for a while and my book is lost. lucky is my friend who mistaken my book lor. got back my book and pack up and left the place for ITAB lesson. ITAB lesson was so boring. and it was damm cold inside.had our ITAB open book test. OMG! i only gt 50/120. i dunno wad the question s talking about la. so anyhow do. sianz. lol. and i was getting hungry at that time. so went the teacher let us go for break. my friends and i went down to buy nuggets. after that continue with our lesson again. lesson ended about half hour earlier. kk. that all for now. hahaz. i m still in school. and today i will not be playing audi at all. by the time i reach home. i will be very tired le. and i m not a audition addict.

jus come to update on my condition. i am damm sick now. i having serious flu. have not eat my medicine yet. cause i have to do finish my work before i can sleep and the medicine would make me dowsy. so bo bian have to endure until i finish everything den i go eat my medicine. i think maybe is due to these few days of late sleeping therefore i m sick. haiz. must have more sleep sia. trying not to play audi so often le. my friends say that i m addicted to audi le. lol.

share something with you all. 2day my lecturer share one youtube video to us. the video is so touching la. is about a 5 years old blind girl who can play the piano just by listening to the music once. she is so talented. i m so touched by the video.

kk. now going to continue with my work le. i still haven finish everything yet. nites everyone. sweet dreams.

OMG! this week i gt so many projects to do. taking rest before continue with my work again. lol. tml have to be in sch by 9 for my FOM project. We are quite kiasu but we are quite slow in doing our report lor.hahaz. these few days would be quite a busy week for me. hahaz. those who having their MYE. all the best to you all.


i dun think i can forget you yet. cause the memories you gave me is really different from wad others people can give me de. i dun think i can never feel the same way as before le. though now i dun have much feeling for you le. but i believe that the memories we had will last forever. i miss the times we had together when we are still friends. but now everything have change le. i wan go back to last time when we are still friends. Hope that the misundestanding between can be clear soon and we are friends again. I miss you!

went to do my FOM project 2day. went to cityhall to meet up with gervissa, narzeen and desmond. joseph was late for 1 hour! lol. started doing our discussion and later of misunderstanding to be clear. hahaz. like having debate like that. kinda of finish our report le. but there is more to be done. i m so tired 2day.we do until about 7 plus den home sweet home le. everybody take care.

2day went alumi band again. practice was okay. i was the only saxophone player 2day. so lonely. hahaz. heard that camilia is not coming back for Epiphany. OMG! den i how. i can't play alone for the concert de. so at the end of practice request to sir whether can ask renny to help me or not. cause i really dun have the stamina to finish two song by myself at all. but sir say that try not to include the members. but i really cannot play alone for the concert sia. i very very very scared and stressed up. there is solo for me aso. pls someone pls help me. after that pratice when to TM with faizul. ask him pei me go popular buy stuff as i gt 20 dollars vouncher. hahaz. spend quite a long time at popular. cause i can't decide wad to buy. hahaz. after that we went to eat. hahaz. at the foodcourt started my zilianing again. hahaz. after that home sweet home! tml will be going to city hall to do my project. wahahaz. i think i need to start doing my research now le. hahaz. everybody take care. tag my blog pls. Love ya <3


MY ZILIAN PICS





Me and ah gong(faizul) lol

2day is a very very tiring day for me. yesterday slept at 2 plus wake up at 5 plus. 3 hours of sleep! and had a long day at sch. go sch in the morning saw xuan. we were both wearing our class t shirt. so qiao. lol. have FOM tutorial first. did not bring my tutorial notes. the tutor let us do the question. and later on we going to present our answer. who know that i would be so suai. being call up to do the presentation. present halfway i was stuck. cause i dun understand wad my group member was writing and i stunned there. but lucky someone help me to continue the presentation. THANKS A LOT! what i can only say is that i m really really very very tired 2day. after FOM is POA tutorial. Our Poa lesson end early and we have 2 hours of break. went to FC 3 for lunch. since we gt he tme so we decided to have the western food. lol. the western food not nice de lor. not going to eat it anymore. lol. den went to sch of busi to have our lecture. OMG! is the sianz lesson again. haiz. almost fell asleep in the lecture. after the lecture gt break again. went to FC 6 there to use our laptop. hahaz. was playing viwawa. and i lost. haiz. viwawa nt so fun de. at 4 went for our FOM lecture. last lecture of the week. 2day i manage to pay a bit of attention in the lecture. lesson end 15 mins earlier. i was so tired that i went straight home after that. went walking to MRT station saw astralyn. OMG! i miss her. long time never see her le. tml going for the alumni band. hope it will be a gd practice after all. see ya guys.

I M SO TIRED! tired about sch life le. now still deciding wad cca to join. and trying to do all my tutorial question. and complete my project. 2day had econ lecture. the lecture was like going so fast and i cannot catch wad he is talking. so now have to try to catch up myself le. i can't afford to fail any module cause i dun wan to stay back for another semester. lol. so sianz. begining to like accounting le. but i dun like the lecturer. hahaz. accounting was fun to me. statistic too. trying to force myself to cope well with FOM and ECON. these are the two that i can't really cope up with de. i will try my best de. JIAYOUS! lol.

have been doing my work for the whole day. in between having break. finish half of my accounting tutorial question and almost finshing my CD powerpoint slide. i cn't think of anything now le. trying to think as hard as i can le. i stil haven finish doing quite a lot of things. 200 words report. and reseacrh for FOM. now takig break for a while and continuing later. poly life is not as relax as i think. looking forward for holiday to come. so i can take a rest. hahaz. everybody take crae. will try to update soon.

it has been a long time since my last post. lol. these few days has been a long day for me. so damm tired lor. 2day went to alumni band as usual. i was late for meeting them about 20 mins late. lol. so i did not have anything and went for band. in band we play folklore. combined with the CO. okay. i gt no comment about 2day practice. Sir order pizza for the band. and the CO. sorry i think i gt a bit of mood swing 2day. hahaz. never mnd. after eating is about 3 plus le going to 4 le. den we go off. i going to city hall to meet my FOM group members. simun going to town o meet her friends. so we took the train together. reach city hall. call them up. and told me to meet them at marina square. *sob sob* did not have a chance to go to the Singapore flyer. so sad. meet them at mac. den have our discussion there and after a whilewe were like so tired. so went to walk around marina square. den about 7 HOME SWEET HOME. I want to go the singapore flyer there! hope there is a chance to go there. lol. now going to do my CD powerpoint slide, FOM research and 200 words report for EC. i m tired and there is so many project to do.

went to alumni band for practice. OMG! my playing is not as good as last time le. i kept playing the wrong notes. and i am the only alto sax player la. okay. so have to play everything by myself. after playing for a while, i know how the song sound like le. but i need to practice more. or else i cannot make it de. sianz. then after that went to bugis with simun. went to take neoprint. den we went to shop for her makeup. after that went to bugis to shop. we two bought a top each. lol. dun feel like buying de. but in the end still buy. lol. den went back to bugis junction walk walk. about 7 plus home sweet home! photos taken 2day.

simun, mii, peiwen, alicica

reflection of peiwen,mii and simun

simun, mii, and peiwen

All is mii and simun zilian pics

now in school. now free period gt nothing to do. so just post something short. just a few moments ago, i realised that i forget to bring my wallet to school. damm it. now i gt no money la. haiz. so hve to borrow from my friends. lol. thinking of changing my blogskin. but i dunno leh. cause is like very ma fan ma. okay end here. later at night gt time den update again. lol.

sorry the starting of this post will not be a gd one. lol. cause is like i just quarrel with my mother. is like so wad la. okay. i m pissed and angry. sorry who those who talk to me in msn jus now.cause is like i m still quarrelling with my mother and not in a very gd mood just now. life just sux for me. actually was thinking of posting more lively things de. but who know this will happen. okay. enough of all these.

2day have a long day in school. our class was like playing viwawa whenever there is free times. lol. after school went to meet up with xuan and amanda. went to watch RUN PAPA RUN. the starting was nice. but the ending a bit sianz le. after that pei amanda go buy her shoes. but me and xuan saw shoes that we liked de. haiz. den home sweet home le. sorry dun really have the mood to post le.

i bought my contact lenses le. lol. i like very long never wear le lor. school was quite okay 2day. no much lesson. was using my laptop in school. and there are so much things to bring home lecture notes. and my bag was damm heavy. so after school quickly went home to put my things down and went to 201 to meet jennfer. ask her pei me go buy contact lenses. then we went to eat MAC. lol. den walk around 201. so sianz. nothing to walk de. den i pei jennifer go her house there de void deck sit. talk talk talk until 7. and it's time for me to go home le. she pei me go wait for my bus and then home sweet home le. i dun like my timetable la. why fri my class have lesson from 8 to 5 de. whereas the others have from 8 to 12 de. so wad la. i cannot go out in the afternoon. so sianz. okay update you guys about the timetable yesterday. went on quite smoothly. hahaz. just a bit of slight different. but i only manage to finish marketing. lol. will try again other day. hahaz. gd night everybody.

Lecture Lecture Lecture. this wad we have 2day. is like damm sianz la. i dun seem to undestand wad the lecturer was talking about. except for the lecture and statitics. i gonna go study later. OMG! is just the second day. and i have to start revising le. if i dun start now i will have problem catching up. itis my choice to go sp de. so i have to work harder than the rest of my classmates. as i am not as clever as them. will try to update when i m free. cause i just feel lazy to update. hahaz. i now going to plan my timetable for later. from now till 8 use com first. from 8 to 9 rest. hahaz. den from 9 onwards study. hahaz. i wonder whether i can do wad i plan or not. i will try. see ya.