2morrow is my off day so i can dun sleep so early. WTH! got to know that 2morrow there is no band. Band is only for recruits? sianz. i really miss band wors. but no choice i already request for tue off le. but found out that there is no band on tue! is too late for me to change my off day le. sianz. next week i cannot have any off day as is my last week at work le. i gonna to work until 31 march. so sorry these few week i m unable to go band. it is not my fault. i have no choice. miss the band. esp sax section. jia you in your playing.

2day at work. i like make quite lot of mistakes? i aso not very sure. Damm it. 2day i punch wrongly the card again le. sianz. dunno wad to do le. have to let angeline know about it le. i scared kena scolded by her cause is like i always punch wrongly my card. plus my sales is not very gd. aiyo. hope that she won't scold me. hahaz. but i think she will. how?

okay shall stop here le. everybody good night. sweet dreams.

come to post again le. okay 2day i know that i cannot off on mon le. so had to off on tue. if nothing go wrong i should be going band on tue. hahaz. i miss band. 2day was not a goodday for me at work. my sales is not very good. most of the customers i serve all try a lot but they never bought anything from me. is like damm wad la. sianz. den gt 1 customer try le. ask me take new but in the end dun wan buy from me. WTH!! den kena nagged by angeline. dunno wad happen to me. i broke down. sianz. but i m okay lor. maybe too stress le that why. hahaz. sorry but i hope that the next few days my sales won't be so low le.

it has been a long time since my last post le. all these were busy with my work so gt no time to post anything. even when i have off day but i still gt no time. cause i still gt a lot of things to do.sianz. i gt a few week never go back band le. sorry. i jus gt no time and sometimes i cannot off ont he day which there are band practice. my junior liyin kept asking me to go back lor. i think mon i can go back band la. if nothing crop up last minute. I REALLY MISS BAND A LOT LOR. AND MISS LIYIN TOO. LOL. hahaz. will try to update my blog when i m free lor. oh ya. thanks jennifer for pei me go Sp for the enrol things. pei me for so long and help me carry things. thanks loads.

getting my pay soon le. aso dunno when. i wan to buy a lot of things sia. i wan buy a blouse and a dress from wanko. but should i? i aso dunno. i jus gt a lot of things to buy after i get my pay.

2day i off de. actually dun feel like going out de. cause like very tired ma. feel like sleeping at home. but yesterday simun ask me pei her go take her medical report. thought of accompany her a while only but in the end i went to her house den wait for jennifer to finish sch den we go eat. went to TM to eat. den after that they went to buy dye. OMG! i aso wan to dye my hair again but i cannot leh. cause my work they dun let dye bright colour de but i wan to dye bright colour de. so maybe wait until i start sch den i see how lor. i maybe wan to dye gold brown wors. the colour very nice sia. wait until i get my pay i wan to buy lots of things lor. oh ya. i still need to save money to go sentosa also. cause i promise they all i will pei them go de. i now looking forward for sch to start cause is like a brand new life for me lor.i change my blog song again le. i like this song very much lor. so damm nice la. enjoy my blog song wors. tag me aso. hahaz. okay end here le. next time gt time den post again. bye!

nothing seem to go right for me on 21 feb. that day i have to do full shift. so have to wake up early. but dun noe why i never hear my alarm ringing. so i slept until 9 20. OMG! everytime i suppose to leave my house at 9 30 in order to reach work on time de. i was like damm late la. so i quickly get ready and leave for work. lucky the bus travel quite fast. so i can reach work on time. den after that start getting ready for work. sales was not gd at first. plus recieved a call from my customer. she wan her clothes by that day or else she wan refund. so one of us have to go suntec and take her clothes la. sinca she is my customer, so i went la. den still gt quite a few things happen on that day. which dun really wan to mention le. all i can say that my mood for that day was not very good.
suddenly so many things happen to me, make me think that nobody can understand me and nobody care about me. sometimes i really dun noe wad to do. i really hope that there is some one there for me and tell me wad to do.
conclusion: 2day is not a good day for me.

come to post again le. these few days work until quite late. den very lazy to post. jus reply a few tags den off my com le. den went to sleep. cause that few days i have been doing full shift so very tired. sianz. jus now recieved a call from xuan that i am working full shift 2morrow instead of morning shift. but cause bo bian ma. someone gt something on 2morrow. i really dunno when i will stop working leh. cause is like i m a bit used to that job le. but cause sch starting soon le ma. so need to rest before the sch start. at first i did not know that 2day the posting result will come out de. but yesterday xuan told me that 2day the result coming out. i was looking forward for the result as i wan to know wad sch and wad course i have entered. they told me that the result will come out at 8 am. but in the end i recievied the sms at 6 30 am. i was very happy that i got into the course i want. den i try to get back to sleep but i like take 1 hour before i get back to sleep wors. lol. den when i was about to sleep. my friends start sms me. cause i in the afternooon need to go out ma. so need to have more sleep or else will get very tired later. i wake up at 11 to get ready to go out but my mother ask me to look after my cousin until 1 30 cause my cousin was not feeling well ma. sianz. den i have to travel to far east alone. den after that jennifer and peiwen have their lunch, we went back for band. after band went to have dinner with some of the band members. den after that went home.

2day report for work with me still sick. haiz. try to get better these few day ba. samantha was aso sick hahaz. most of the people after chinese new year will fall sick. so must take care drink lot of water. that time i say i feel like quiting but now i dun feel like le. i aso not sure whether i wan continue until poly start or earlier leh. but stay at home like quite sianz. but go work like very tired lor. haiz. i dun noe la.
i wonder wad poly would be. Would it still be like secondary school life? Hope that it won't be much different from secondary school life.

sianz. this is the first time i celebrating CNY while i m sick lor. i hate to be sick lor. i look very de restless sia. And now my eyes like very swollen lor. think maybe will have sore eyes lor. and my throat now seriously very pain le. i already tried to control myself from eating some of the new year goodies le. but some i jus can't resist lor. so a bit affect my voice le. HOW?? i need to work on sat le leh. when gt time to recover sia. sick during CNY make me very tired. did not really enjoy myself very much aso.

okay now will go back to CNY eve

morning meet xuan and samantha for breakfast. in the end we are late for work that day. hahaz. den we like very rush on that day. den after getting ready start to serve customer le. that day was not a gd start for me lor. i was not feeling very well on that day. xuan know le. ask me go find liang cha to drink. so i went for my break but i can't find the shop. so jus buy a bottle drink to drink lor. den xuan contact lens gt a bit problems. so she went to watsons to buy the thing to wash her contact lens. she come back she say that she saw the shop and help me buy 1 cup of liang cha le. And ask me to go drink . it was damm bitter la. but cause is her yi fan hao yi. so decided to drink finish it. but i drink it with plain water. den when i finishing she told me gt honey but the person told her drink with honey not so effective. so ask me to drink without the honey lor. Anyway thanks for ur liang cha. Xuan.

so in conclusion this year the chinese new year is not a good one for me. Hope next year the Chinese new year would be better lor. everybody happy Chinese New Year!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!
jus post a short post first cause today like preparing for 2morrow de things den gt no time le. And now is so late le la. wa. i m so tired. 2morrow if i gt time i try to update wad happen to me on new year eve ok.
that daddy la. say i never care for him lor. i care for everybody de lor. i jus that mummy going beijing ma. den beijing snowing heavily ma. So ask her to take care ma. u aso not going anywhere. okay la. dun eat too much new year goodies wors. very heaty de. later hurt ur throat. TMD. i haven chinese new year my throat very pain le wors. so gt a lot things i like cannot eat la. or else will get more worse lor. oh ya. still gt my angbao wors. hahaz. u aso must take care hor. next time gt time den ask you all go out. ok?
Going to sleep le wors. 2morrow still need to wake up very early. Girls need more time to get ready de. hahaz. Good night. Sweet dreams!

oh yeah!! 2morrow is chinese new year eve le. looking forward for chinese new year to come quickly. cannot wait to wear my new clothes. And my new high heels. I love chinese new year! hahaz. Sianz. i now gt a bit not feeling well le. yesterday very sick so never go work. 2day better le. but now is my throat wors. very pain. like that gt a lot things cannot eat sia. cause very heaty wors. hope next few day would be better.
oh ya. TO PEIWEN:
BEIJING NOW SNOWING VERY HEAVILY WORS. SO MUST REALLY TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WORS. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING. I KNOW I SAY A LOT OF TIME LE. I LIKE VERY DE NAGGING WORS. HAHAX. YI LU SHUN FENG. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING WORS. TAKE CARE!

NOW TO EVERYBODY.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! XIN NIAN KUAI LE. I WANNA A LOT OF HONG BAO. HAHAZ. I LIKE SO GREEDY. HAHAZ. MORE HONG BAO MORE MONEY. HAHAZ. DADDY MUMMY MUST GIVE ME WROS. HAHAZ. I NEXT TIME DEN XIANG NI MEN BAI NIAN. HAHAZ. EVERYBODY TAKE CARE WORS. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.

i very very de tired sia. jus finish my work. 2day wait for the bus super long sia. so reach home quite late. 2morrow doing full shift need wake up very early. OMG!! Chinese new year coming le wors. so happy sia. i wanna to go watch movie sia. i wanna go out la. but is like i need to work. maybe thinking of quiting le. oh ya. sorry this time round the CNY concert i cannot go back to help u all. cause i need to work. and i cannot take off on that day wors. i will find time to go back band again de. i miss band!!

Wa! i gt a long time never update my blog le wors. now gt time update a bit first. cause now i m working almost everyday. so gt no time. i think i dun feel like working le. cause is like very de tiring for me? maybe only la. still considering. that day jus get back my o level result. OMG! i never expect that i could get better than my prelim la. cause i somehow gt that kind of feeling that i cannot do well for o level. so never expected too high. so before i get my result i was like damm nervous that i broke down crying. i think people might think i must be crazy. haven get result cry le. hahaz. but i get the result from my form teacher. Tears of joy came rolling down. cause i never expect that my combined humanities to get a B3. OMG! cause is like i always fail my Combined humanities de. everything is like a dream to me.
now the problem is that i dunno wad to choose for my 12 choices .these few days i m busy working. so no time to think.

2day finally gt a chance to go out with xuan le. everytime when she gt off i not free. so 2day she free i aso free so we went out together. actually say meet at 11 30 de. but i wake up at 10 30. so like will be late lor. so change to 12. actually i leave my house quite late aso but in the end she still late. hahaz. always like that de ma. get used to it le la. hahaz. we went to bugis first den go fish and co eat. hahaz. the food there very ex lor.
den went to bugis there walk walk. den went to bugis street. den to OG and to Sim lim square. den xuan spend quite a lot on her clothes. den she suggest go paragon. i thought go there shopping but in the end. went there to eat only. hahaz. and to see someone only. hahaz. den we went to east point to shop and buy her clothes again. den she went back home and i went to TM. i walk around TM. to find liyin present. hahaz. i bought her present le. den went to buy my dinner and went home.
yesyerday went back band is was like so fun la. hahaz. we have sectional first and i end up fighting with my stupid junior liyin. hahaz. den went back to combine. walao. play that solo den so many people kept looking at me hai wo laugh. den cannot continue le lor. den next few song like a lot of high note. play until my lips very de pain. i think my playing turn rusty le la. old le.

2day dun feel like going for lunch. very sianz. i skip lunch again. hahaz. but i have my breakfast this morning le. hahaz. i like quite broke already la. jus bought my black blouse and pants for the CCA orientation next sat. hope that my 4e3 classmates would go back for the orientation. cause like gt a long time never see them le. starting to miss them le. miss the times we all spent during lesson time. those laughter! hahaz. i aso start to miss those close frenz le. dear xuan, rong, manda, qian hui, zu er, yimin and seemun.

yesterday i went for lunch alone. i feel like eating waffle so went to century square de B1 buy. hahaz. wa. i was like damm happy cause i saw BENJAMIN(the campus superstar contestant). he was like so cute la. hahaz. after sawing him like make me so happy. hahaz. den after work went to meet mummy and daddy for dinner. hahaz. Zhihao they all was also there. the zhihao very funny. ha say he eat this also not full that one also not full. den i say he stomach like gt hole like this. hahaz. den after eating me and daddy mummy went T3. there was like so big la. but gt nothing to play de. hahaz. i was like kept on playing daddy de PSP. sudoku is so damm fun la. i was sitting down there playing until the PSP no battery la. den quite late le. so went home le. HOME SWEET HOME!!

yesterday went back band. actually wan 2day go back de. cause yesterday the people lasr minute told me that i dun need to go work. so gt time to go band lor. hahaz.
now den i realise my junior the liyin very de noisy de. hahaz. she aso very de cute lor. hahaz. she ask me to go band 2day but i 2day cannot cause need to work wors. hahaz. too bad. i think i will go back next week ba. hahaz.

thanks for everthing u all have done. i really appreciate that. i promise i will try to get over it soon. okay. dun need worry for me. i will be fine de. maybe cry a few more times i will stop le ba. and forget about him le. Love u all!! my ah gong, papa and mama.

做了朋友那么多年
而你却始终 没改变
单眼皮的笑 偶尔扁着嘴角
我们的快乐从不变调
# 生活上喜怒哀乐一起分担
渐渐的我们也无所不谈
不加糖的咖啡都不觉得苦
你加上我 加上爱 等于幸福
* 我不要 你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百每
一个想你的习惯 那么实在
我早已对你产生的依赖
天天 一点点 砌成了爱
Love Is Forever Forever Love

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原来爱情是 需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是 需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味

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wa!! sianz. hahaz. i gt nothing to do sia. 2day nobody pei me go eat. hahaz. aso dun feel like going eat le la.decided not to go eat since noone wanna to accompany me go. hahaz. so sianz. wahahaz. gt nothing to do so now post. i very tired sia. everyday say wanna sleep early. but in the end aso sleep very late. hahaz. i think i gonna to quit this job soon cause is like very not stable wors. hahaz. maybe work until this month de 15?! hahaz. i aso dunno.
walao this world is so damm de unfair la. y u can i cannot. bastard. hahaz. u old does not mean u can bully me hor. evil person. hahaz. i wanna go shopping wors. but kind of sianz leh. chinese new year like jus in 4 weeks times la. oh yeah can take loads of hong bao. hahaz.
sianz. i dun feel like working le leh. very tiring lor. but i need money wors.
oh ya. i still owe xuan one birthday present. i will tryto give u as soon as possible de.

long time never post le wors. let me go back to sun.
that day i went sentosa with my family. with all my aunts wors.
a very rare chance to have such as a family gathering. hahaz. is was so fun la.
really enjoy myself so much. omg. we went to ride on the skyride. walao. is was damm scary can. i m sure that everybody enjoyed themselves very much.
den on mon went countdown with my frenz. er. but then i m sorry that i did not go with another frenz. after that reach home about 2 den went to sleep about 4. hahaz. den for no reason i wake up at 6. not to go toilet. den at 10 i was woken up by somebody sms. damm it. i could not get to sleep after that le. den in the afternooon meet up with jen they all. went to kallang den to vivo and to tamp.
feeling very de tired. 2day dun feel like going out and my mother like aso dun let me go la. say i kept going out. sianz. 2morrow working.