oh yeah!! 2morrow is chinese new year eve le. looking forward for chinese new year to come quickly. cannot wait to wear my new clothes. And my new high heels. I love chinese new year! hahaz. Sianz. i now gt a bit not feeling well le. yesterday very sick so never go work. 2day better le. but now is my throat wors. very pain. like that gt a lot things cannot eat sia. cause very heaty wors. hope next few day would be better.
oh ya. TO PEIWEN:
BEIJING NOW SNOWING VERY HEAVILY WORS. SO MUST REALLY TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WORS. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING. I KNOW I SAY A LOT OF TIME LE. I LIKE VERY DE NAGGING WORS. HAHAX. YI LU SHUN FENG. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING WORS. TAKE CARE!

NOW TO EVERYBODY.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! XIN NIAN KUAI LE. I WANNA A LOT OF HONG BAO. HAHAZ. I LIKE SO GREEDY. HAHAZ. MORE HONG BAO MORE MONEY. HAHAZ. DADDY MUMMY MUST GIVE ME WROS. HAHAZ. I NEXT TIME DEN XIANG NI MEN BAI NIAN. HAHAZ. EVERYBODY TAKE CARE WORS. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.

i very very de tired sia. jus finish my work. 2day wait for the bus super long sia. so reach home quite late. 2morrow doing full shift need wake up very early. OMG!! Chinese new year coming le wors. so happy sia. i wanna to go watch movie sia. i wanna go out la. but is like i need to work. maybe thinking of quiting le. oh ya. sorry this time round the CNY concert i cannot go back to help u all. cause i need to work. and i cannot take off on that day wors. i will find time to go back band again de. i miss band!!

Wa! i gt a long time never update my blog le wors. now gt time update a bit first. cause now i m working almost everyday. so gt no time. i think i dun feel like working le. cause is like very de tiring for me? maybe only la. still considering. that day jus get back my o level result. OMG! i never expect that i could get better than my prelim la. cause i somehow gt that kind of feeling that i cannot do well for o level. so never expected too high. so before i get my result i was like damm nervous that i broke down crying. i think people might think i must be crazy. haven get result cry le. hahaz. but i get the result from my form teacher. Tears of joy came rolling down. cause i never expect that my combined humanities to get a B3. OMG! cause is like i always fail my Combined humanities de. everything is like a dream to me.
now the problem is that i dunno wad to choose for my 12 choices .these few days i m busy working. so no time to think.

2day finally gt a chance to go out with xuan le. everytime when she gt off i not free. so 2day she free i aso free so we went out together. actually say meet at 11 30 de. but i wake up at 10 30. so like will be late lor. so change to 12. actually i leave my house quite late aso but in the end she still late. hahaz. always like that de ma. get used to it le la. hahaz. we went to bugis first den go fish and co eat. hahaz. the food there very ex lor.
den went to bugis there walk walk. den went to bugis street. den to OG and to Sim lim square. den xuan spend quite a lot on her clothes. den she suggest go paragon. i thought go there shopping but in the end. went there to eat only. hahaz. and to see someone only. hahaz. den we went to east point to shop and buy her clothes again. den she went back home and i went to TM. i walk around TM. to find liyin present. hahaz. i bought her present le. den went to buy my dinner and went home.
yesyerday went back band is was like so fun la. hahaz. we have sectional first and i end up fighting with my stupid junior liyin. hahaz. den went back to combine. walao. play that solo den so many people kept looking at me hai wo laugh. den cannot continue le lor. den next few song like a lot of high note. play until my lips very de pain. i think my playing turn rusty le la. old le.

2day dun feel like going for lunch. very sianz. i skip lunch again. hahaz. but i have my breakfast this morning le. hahaz. i like quite broke already la. jus bought my black blouse and pants for the CCA orientation next sat. hope that my 4e3 classmates would go back for the orientation. cause like gt a long time never see them le. starting to miss them le. miss the times we all spent during lesson time. those laughter! hahaz. i aso start to miss those close frenz le. dear xuan, rong, manda, qian hui, zu er, yimin and seemun.

yesterday i went for lunch alone. i feel like eating waffle so went to century square de B1 buy. hahaz. wa. i was like damm happy cause i saw BENJAMIN(the campus superstar contestant). he was like so cute la. hahaz. after sawing him like make me so happy. hahaz. den after work went to meet mummy and daddy for dinner. hahaz. Zhihao they all was also there. the zhihao very funny. ha say he eat this also not full that one also not full. den i say he stomach like gt hole like this. hahaz. den after eating me and daddy mummy went T3. there was like so big la. but gt nothing to play de. hahaz. i was like kept on playing daddy de PSP. sudoku is so damm fun la. i was sitting down there playing until the PSP no battery la. den quite late le. so went home le. HOME SWEET HOME!!

yesterday went back band. actually wan 2day go back de. cause yesterday the people lasr minute told me that i dun need to go work. so gt time to go band lor. hahaz.
now den i realise my junior the liyin very de noisy de. hahaz. she aso very de cute lor. hahaz. she ask me to go band 2day but i 2day cannot cause need to work wors. hahaz. too bad. i think i will go back next week ba. hahaz.

thanks for everthing u all have done. i really appreciate that. i promise i will try to get over it soon. okay. dun need worry for me. i will be fine de. maybe cry a few more times i will stop le ba. and forget about him le. Love u all!! my ah gong, papa and mama.

做了朋友那么多年
而你却始终 没改变
单眼皮的笑 偶尔扁着嘴角
我们的快乐从不变调
# 生活上喜怒哀乐一起分担
渐渐的我们也无所不谈
不加糖的咖啡都不觉得苦
你加上我 加上爱 等于幸福
* 我不要 你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百每
一个想你的习惯 那么实在
我早已对你产生的依赖
天天 一点点 砌成了爱
Love Is Forever Forever Love

Repeat # *

原来爱情是 需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是 需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味

Repeat *

wa!! sianz. hahaz. i gt nothing to do sia. 2day nobody pei me go eat. hahaz. aso dun feel like going eat le la.decided not to go eat since noone wanna to accompany me go. hahaz. so sianz. wahahaz. gt nothing to do so now post. i very tired sia. everyday say wanna sleep early. but in the end aso sleep very late. hahaz. i think i gonna to quit this job soon cause is like very not stable wors. hahaz. maybe work until this month de 15?! hahaz. i aso dunno.
walao this world is so damm de unfair la. y u can i cannot. bastard. hahaz. u old does not mean u can bully me hor. evil person. hahaz. i wanna go shopping wors. but kind of sianz leh. chinese new year like jus in 4 weeks times la. oh yeah can take loads of hong bao. hahaz.
sianz. i dun feel like working le leh. very tiring lor. but i need money wors.
oh ya. i still owe xuan one birthday present. i will tryto give u as soon as possible de.

long time never post le wors. let me go back to sun.
that day i went sentosa with my family. with all my aunts wors.
a very rare chance to have such as a family gathering. hahaz. is was so fun la.
really enjoy myself so much. omg. we went to ride on the skyride. walao. is was damm scary can. i m sure that everybody enjoyed themselves very much.
den on mon went countdown with my frenz. er. but then i m sorry that i did not go with another frenz. after that reach home about 2 den went to sleep about 4. hahaz. den for no reason i wake up at 6. not to go toilet. den at 10 i was woken up by somebody sms. damm it. i could not get to sleep after that le. den in the afternooon meet up with jen they all. went to kallang den to vivo and to tamp.
feeling very de tired. 2day dun feel like going out and my mother like aso dun let me go la. say i kept going out. sianz. 2morrow working.

Once again i wanna to thanks everybody for all their birthday wishes!
hahaz. Thanks SIMUN and AYU for ur present on fri!!
yesterday went back band with peiwen they all. that day was like a lot of alumui go back band la. Suddenly the band so big. hahaz. Camilla came back too. hahaz. whenever she come back i will have a lot of fun. hahaz. mii and her kept talking and laughing la. We was like so super high de la. hahaz. nothing much to post. But i wanna thanks all my frenz for letting me have such a fun birthday this year!!! Love you all so much. hahaz. this year going end soon le. Everybody take care and have a happy New Year!!

this year i have a weird birthday. i jus feel like celebrating it myself on my birthday itself. so today. i gt work. 2day i never leave the office at all cause we are eating pizza there. hahaz. as usual i will sit there and eat alone. hahaz. den i go home alone. 2day i never meet any of my frenz. but yesterday i went out with my frenz or should put it as family. hahaz. go out with jennifer don and peiwen!! they bought for me a big tweety bird which wad i always wanna. but actually i think that is too ex but they say not ex. kept insiting wanna buy for that. so bobian let them buy lor. waloa the tweety bird damm heavy la. hahaz. THANKS TO FAIZUL DON PEIWEN AND JENNIFER FOR BUYING ME THIS!! I REALLY LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! HAHAZ.
NEXT I WANNA THANKS EVERYBODY WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
2morrow will be going band. hahaz. so happy. hahaz. i a bit crazy le.
TALK TO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME VERY PEK CHEK BUT IT IS FUN HAHAZ.

2day i dun need to work so sleep until very late. hahaz. i think about 1 plus den i wake up but cause yesterday very late den sleep ma. i wake up and have my lunch den while eating my family all watch 881 de dvd which we lend from our aunt de. OMG is like quite nice la. and touching la. enjoy the show quite much. den after that me and my cousin and sister go watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the show is so damm nice la. like it so much. the characters are all so cute. the show is like so funny. everybody was like keep laughing la. cause there gt kids watching aso den can hear the kids laughing so loudly. hahaz. it is worth watching . so everybody can go watch the movie. 2morrow have to go work! hahaz. 7 more days to my birthday le. hahaz. but i might need to work on my birthday. so sad. hahaz

sorry! if i never go ur blog tag with my new link. because something happen that y have to change. i might change again sorry. hahaz. maybe only la. hahaz. cause this wanna like a bit weird la. hahaz.

er. i dun noe y i have this weird feeling la. i jus have that kind of very scared feeling. i wanna to msg u ask u about the thing but i have this feeling that stopping me froming messaging you. sorry. i really dun noe how le la.maybe give me more time to get over this feeling??? i aso dunno how. but since that day i jus dun dare to msg u. someone told me that i cannot make the first move. so i not going to say it out le. i dun noe how ur result la. even though someone noe about it the person aso dun wan tell me! kept insiting that i ask myself. okay. i try i try.

yesterday after working i go find pei wen and jennifer. walao. they are like damm slow la. i wait for them like almost one hour le la. wait until i feel like going home le la. den i heard one lady talking on the phone. she like scolding someone la. she meeting the person at 6 15 la. but sh ewait like only 10 mins den start to kao bei le la. den how about me. i wait there for almost 1h le leh. hahaz. den finall y there reach tampines le. den don later aso coming over to meet us la. so while waiting for don we go NTUC to buy water. den jennifer say jasline working as cashier so i purposely go jasline there de counter to pay. hahaz. den don come NTUC to find us. cause we like waiting at one corner ma. so he never see us. den i trick him go walk i big round. so funy. wait i need to say sorry first. hahaz. later he angry la. hahaz.
sorry DON not purposely wanna trick you de. dun be too angry hor. remember i gt help you hor. hahaz.
den we go walk walk around tampines mall. walao. go inside the minitoons like so pai seh la. den after that go toyrus erm. suddenly saw gorilla. walao. I HATE GORILLA LA!!! damm scary creatures. den the jennifer kept taking black color thing to scared me!!! make me think is gorilla. den quite late le. wanna go eat le. den we go long john eat. so long never eat le la. den after that we go home. HOME SWEET HOME!!

2day i go to work as per normal. i was like while working den thinking wad i going to eat for lunch la. cause today nobody come pei me eat lunch. den nearing lunch hours. they ask me wanna go eat lunch with them or not. den i say okay lor. since like i no frenz ma. they told me they going jack place to eat. i aso gt a long time never eat jack place le. i tught of going there eat student meal de . but then hor student meal start at 1 30. so bobian have to have set meals. cause all the set meal like very ex so i choose the cheapest set meal. cause i like no money la. hahaz. who know in the end gt someone who looked like a boss to me. treat everybody there la. is like 11 people there la. so many la. that person must be rich. hahaz. den go back to work. i forgot 2morrow is public holiday so i ask the eperson if i 2morrow need to come work or not. hahaz. i like so stupid la. hahaz. oh yeah 2morrow dun need to work. den after work go meet simun. she say she won't late de. but int he end guess wad she is late again wors. after she come i pei her go take her pay first. den i followed go find christmas present for her bf. walk here walk there aso dun noe wad to buy for her bf. den she say go take neo prints. wahahz. i long time never take le la. so happy. den after that we go walk walk again. den after that go buy food and then go home! HOME SWEET HOME AGAIN!!! hahaz.
2morrow i might be watching movie. wahhaz. i dun like to stay at home. so damm sianz at home can!

DON u read this.. hahaz.
walao jus now ask u say dun wan say. go die la. hahaaz.
forget it la. Since u dun wan say den dun say lor. hahaz.
i okay le la. i pissed a while only la. write in tagboard too long le la. so write here.
anybody can pei me go eat de la. jus is people can le lor. i dun wan GORILLA accompany me go eat can le. hahaz.
erm. 2morrow is the release of N level result. Wish all taking the N level result all the best!! hahaz.

hurray!! i think 2morrow gt frenz accompany me go eat. oh yeah. hope everyday gt frenz accompany me again.wahahaz. think meeting Faizul, Hafiz and kenny they all ba.

2day have to work OT!! but only for 1 hour only. hahaz. now posting in my workplace there. cause very de sianz. the people there let me rest for a while first before letting me continue. hahaz. it will be a very short post. hahaz.
sianz. i jus dun feel like talking to you. u r such a bastard. that why i never reply ur message. u had spoil my mood for the whole night of sunday. KNN!
forget it. i dun wan talk about it le.
2day xuan meet me for lunch! as usual she was late. therefore i did not have time to have a proper meal wahahaz. i not blaming u la. hahaz. thanks so much for coming pei me for lunch.
then we go walk walk a while and i have to go back work le. so sianz. hahaz.
hope that everyday gt my frenz to accompany me for lunch. feel free to ask me for lunch if u are in tampines. about 12 like that la. drop me a message first. Thanks!!!

first thing to post is that i that i have a very gd time on sun at the band bbq.
despite of the bad weather and the late coming firestarter we still have a lot of fun.
maybe cause after o level this is my first bbq. hahaz. my life like so sianz.
on that day the rain like kept stopping den rain again. so wad la. must blame the person we hope that day rain de. ask him go die la. stupid bastard. hahaz. jokin only la. i not evil wors. i m kind. erm that day wait for everybody to finish clearing the place den we left the place. actually gt 3 girls de. but den pei wen and jennifer left le. so left only me. cause i need to wait for them to shared cab with me cause i like broke la. hahaz. so by the time i reach home.it is already 12 plus le. omg first time i bbq until so late la. hahaz. lucky the following day i dun need to go work or else i would be damm tired de lor.
2day have to go work den is like i m sick la. but bo bian jus go work cause i need money. hahaz.
i like so tired now la. 2morrow still gt work wors. i think i get back my pay i wanna buy a lot of things. hahaz. den gonna to be broke again. hahaz.
actually thought that i started working my bill won't be so ex. but now my sms already burst liao wors. but i still gt a long way to 21 dec before my bill end la. damm it. but i can't survive without smsing and using the phone la. walao. i must try not to sms too much. but i dun think can. wahahaz.
okay i will end here le.

oh yeah i found the song i wanna le.
so damm happy wors. this song is jus so nice.
but it is a korean song.. wahahaz.

but here the chinese lyrics

蓝色的天空很耀眼
我的心也隐隐的发痛
她眼角挂着泪水
想象着她来到我身边
从何时开始一直在等待
因为还不知道爱情,不知道你
爱情什么时候来的waiting for your love
你能不能在靠近我一点
我的爱baby my sweet heart
很多人知道怎么去爱
只有我一个人不知道
非常温暖偶而很甜蜜的爱情
经常对我灿烂微笑的你
想起你幸福的脸颊
一天说数千边我爱你
一直等待的爱情什么时候来到我身边
已经来了从认识你开始
我的心一直为你留着
我是为了你而诞生的
你来到我身边的话,要一起度过每一个瞬间
像梦一样我美丽的爱情
oh, 我的爱情快来到我身边

English Lyrics

The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you,
I don’t know since whenI still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me My love, Babe my sweet heart
All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me
I still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to meMy love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here,
Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heartI was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point onWill be a dream.
My loveOh, my love, come to me

it is a very nice song.
I LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!!

OMG OMG!!!I am so tired wors. jus 4 days of works make me very tired.
WTF!!! 2day i like do until i super pek chek la!! kept doing the wrong things!!!
Arrgh!!! i am going crazy la. i like so lonely there la. No frenz. But the people there are quite nice. even the cleaner is so nice to mi. But during lunch i can't communicate with them. wad they talk about i jus can't understand wors. i at there like going crazy le. cause no one to talk to mii wors. i think i going become zi bi very soon le wors. Arrgh!
everyday after work i jus feel like going home sleep but i wanna to watch tv den aso wanna to sms wih frenz and talk to my frenz but i jus can't. so sad! i wanna my last time life back but for the sake of money i jus have to endure wors.

oh yeah!! oh yeah!! i finally gt a job le!!
so happy wors.but i working alone wors. lucky the people there are quite friendly de.
2day the first day at work. i was like damm scared lor. den i reach there like so early.
i like the building there de lift like so fun lor. hahaz. inside the lift gt mirror. so cool. hahaz.
i now like damm tired la. wake up so early. and work from morning until 5.30.
i like make so many mistake la. kept printing the wrong things.
go there i do scanning photocopying and printing. 2morrow i going work again. hahaz. i only work from mon to fri only. dun need to work on weekends. so good.
oh ya. i wanna say sorry to my pri sch frenz. actually she take leave to accompany me go pri sch gathering de. but in the end i have to go work last minute.
SORRY!!! i very de sorry.