yesterday went for makeup class at orchard building. lesson was fun and i learnt quite a lot of things too. haha. after lesson went for lunch at wisma. after that go for shopping. a short one. after that went home. i need to be home earlier. yesterday was a lonely night. was alone at home for very long. from 8 to about 12. the whole house was so empty and dark. only my room was bright. because i did not dare to off the light in my room. hahaha.

this morning also quite lonely at home. but i spent the morning and early afternoon sleeping. haha. i am becoming like pig. hahaha. sianz de. okay la. photos!!!

it has been quite sometimes since i post anything. reason being i am lazy! hahaha.

okay. yesterday meet up with simun for singing session. second time this week. hahaha. i think i have not see her for very very long time le. think got 2-3 months?! hshaha. miss her lots.

wed
stayed at home. hahah. so nothing much.

tue
went for singing session with shimin and xuan. meet them and had eighteen chef first. sing till 7. and i think i saw simun there and really is simun. hahah.

actually my life become quite boring. hahaha. and tmr i going for a makeup class. dunno at where. somewhere at orchard? and i need to rush home after that.

我很想你 你知道吗?
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我 一个而已

我很想你 听见了吗?
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你
[this part is taken from a song'很想你']

Do you know i miss you?
Do you know how much i miss you?
Do you know i have feelings for you?
Do you know how much i wish you would be there for me?
Do you know how much i want to see your smiles everyday?
Do you know that some changes i had is because of you?
Do you know i feel jealous when i see you with other girls?

some thoughts which are on my mind these few days. i really miss you!

thanks shimin for the necklace. friendship necklace.

credit to shimin. hahaha.

i dunno what to blog now. i knwo i got things to blog about de. but i still thinking how to start. haha.. will update again when i have the feel to do so. haha.

hello! i am back. haha. these few days a bit lazy to blog. haha. okay shall blog about thurs and fri.

thurs
meet up in the afternoon about 12 at causeway to have lunch. everyone was late except for me! haha. everyone woke up late. zzz. so in the end only left me naz and qy. we went to have lunch at pizza hut.

after that headed to qy house. rent a VCD before that '27 dresses'. no subtitle. and it make me very sleepy. after that had a mahjong session after naz left. after that huiming left, we played poker card. was damn hungry and qy brother took ages to come home. haha. watch tv and played poker till about 7. and then started camwhoring before me and queenie leave her house. that all. reach home feeling so tired.

fri
went to TM with family. went to buy my brother water bottle and then we headed to ikea. ikea is fun! haha. after that to giant. bought a lot of things. haha. after that had dinner before heading home. that all. photos!!!

i am here to blog. hehe. yesterday was too tired to blog. spent the whole day out yesterday. totally drained away all my energy yesterday.

yesterday meet up with shimin, xuan and her bf. haha. meet around 12. plan to go and see SHE at east point. in order to catch a better view of them rather than squeezing with others, we found some space at level 4. and stand there for about 2 hours. by the time they arrived i am tired of standing le. we cant hear clearly what they are talking about. zzz. and kinda of pissed with those passby. arrgh. total stand for about 4 hrs.

went to have eighteen chef after that. that was my lunch about 4. haha. after that went to TM to walk walk. we had so much fun esp at toys'r us. haha. then me and xuan bought a shorts at cotton on. after that she went off le.

me and shimin then went cs and we had a 2 hrs talk about our life and many other things. haha. enjoy talking to her. hehe. went home about 8 plus. feeling so tired. eyes were closing soon when i was in front of my lappy. and i had a early night too. =)))


today was woken up by my mummy. she asked me wanna go GIANTS. then i was like okay lor. so spent the whole day out with family. hahah. also nothing much also. haha.

tml i going see doctor in the morning. forced by my mummy to go see doctor le. getting more serious le. hahah. i it true that if you pass the virus to someone you will recover from your sickness? haha. if it is true. someone pls come and get it from me. hehe.

examination finally finished and now comes the holiday!!!!

haha. had last paper today. stats. actually the paper was okay but i made too many careless mistakes liao. here minus a few marks there minus a few marks. haiz. screwed up everything this week. all 40% de. sian diao le. never mind. since it is over.

after school trained home. the train was rather stuffy. so went out for breather at city hall and then accompany naz for a while like about 1 hr. and in the end, overstay and had to deduct $2 from my ez link card. haha. =)

and i saw peiwen today. haha. actually plan to go for dinner today de. but in the end because i sick then cancelled. chatted for a while then i went home liao.

let me rest for a few days first. shall start going out on mon. hahaha. date me out people! hehe. =)

I AM SICK!

sianz sia. one more paper nia and i am sick. hao xin ku wors. today after sch went home sleep and wake up feeling so sick. TMD!

screwed up my econs and PACC paper le. 40% sia. but i screwed them up. forget it le.

today saw someone at bus interchange. it affected my mood all the way home. i thought i had already forget about you. but in the end i was wrong. i am angry with myself for not being to forget you till now.

"If the guy you like do not fit into your criteria of guy you like that is not love?"

i had several comments about this statement. i was talking about this that day with someone. i totally disagree with this statement. hehe. =)

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!


I dunno what to blog. spent almost everyday studying at home and using lappy. and i realised i can study better in the middle of the night. LOL. later in about 10 hours time. going to meet my friend. for K session ba. one day to relax myself from exam. i really want to do well for this coming exam and get a good GPA. my previous GPA was not very good. so must work harder.

I MISS A LOT PEOPLE!!! i miss shimin and simun the most. cause i very long never meet them le. sad right. i miss xuan too. one more week and then i shall go meet them. haha. provided they are free la. haha. oh ya. peiwen and don too. hehe. shall meet for dinner too. misses the long dinner we always had. =)


i miss you too. these few days you never fail to appear in my mind every single day. while studying i will think of you. i got a lot of things want tell you de. but i am scared that even i meet you i dun dare to say out what is on my mind. but forget it. i know how much i think is going my wishful thoughts only. but i really miss you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVELL LAOGONG!!!!


LOVESSS!!!

没有如果

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最后变成如果 我也不能接受
错过 错过 错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过 不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再轻易错过

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手



告诉我

一个人走一走
街灯下的路口
握不紧的双手
不知怎么形容
已被你击退的我
不知道该往哪躲
想不到挽留的借口

面对面跟我说
你已经不爱我
承诺全部没收
让我忘了所有
一个人重新来过
你怎么那么从容
怎么都等不及我回头

狠心的话 全都讲完
剩下的路 各走一半
也许我真的不够勇敢
毕竟相爱一场有太多片段

告诉我 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候
不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂
我却不能够 就这样放手

告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就先流

告诉我 怎么能忘记你的笑容
告诉我 怎么做才是普通朋友
假如你用心守候
不会是这个结果
你说的我都懂
我却不能够 就这样放手

告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我
告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊
有些话说不出口
害怕又犯下了错
分手还没有说泪就先流

面对面跟我说
你已经不爱我

i thought i could be strong. and stop my tears from coming down but now then i realised i cant. sorry i know i am the one who think too much. just now i finally know what kind of person i am to you. i can only be your friend and nothing more. let me cry it out and i will feel better. i dunno how not to rely on you. i am too used with having you by me. tears are on my face. i'm sorry i can't stop it.

just came back from my dinner. tired.

okay. shall start from the morning. went to sch in the morning for sch. had my gems quiz today. can pass la. but dunno still got hope in getting A ma. zzz. today counted as last day of sch. hey girls i gonna miss you all! lovess!
actually should be going dinner with my friends de. but in the end they ps me again. congrats me ba. second ps of the week. LOL. i wanna eat 'see'food. stupid idiot.
anyway was wandering what should i have for dinner. call mummy and she was at TM. went to find her. then she pei me go shopping before go and get my brother PSP. i bought a lot of things today.

1. shorts
2. T-shirt
3. foolscape
4. correction tape
5. earpiece

haha. then after that go get my brother PSP. oh ya. forget to mention that i told my mother that i wan eat seafood and she agreed to pei me go eat. =) so after that bused down to the place. and had my dinner. haha. super happy. daddy came down too. lovess. i love daddy and mummy.

ps me!!! hmmph! i still got my 'see'food. LOVES!

today went sch as per normal. haha. today sch was okay. haha. jovell was super high today. played poker during the break. after sch suppose to go out de.but.. never mind dun wish to talk much about it. did not went home. but i went airport to have popeye. haha. nice. reach home around 6 plus. and face the lappy and feeling very tired. LOL. okay photos.

pig in lecture.
At changi Airport