LOL. today my mood was better already. in the morning woke up gt stomachache and feel like vomiting.zzz. dun feel like going school.zzz but i wanna to attend today lesson. so went to school. meet up with the guys first at tampines before meeting the girls at dover. while waiting for others at dover. the eugene appear and i dunno how to react. LOL. it was a funny scene then. he ask me i angry or not then i also dunno how to reply him. LOL. never mind then went off to school for stats lesson. today cher very gd. gave us chocolates to eat. LOL. the cher very cute de. and he took a photo with us. wahahaz. cute cher! every stats lesson we are always very high. LOL. were cam whoring in class and took a video. LOL. pictures is at the later part of the post. LOL. then is break time. LOL. did not eat anything except for a drink. i dun dare eat cause i scared i vomit and my stomach is getting worse. my friends all say is gastric. LOL. i dun wan. zzz. huiming help me snatch PSP from eugene and i played the PSP during the break. then is econ tutorial. lucky i came school today or else i will miss out a lot. LOL. then the class all went to find antony for our essay marks. LOL. i gt only 70. i bet is the lowest in class. i was not affected by this though. jovell laogong also gt 70 and we were so happy that we gt the same mark. LOL. the naz might think that we are insane. get so low still can so happy. LOL. we are a bunch of crazy girls though. then wait for everybody to be done and home sweet home. LOL. zzz. now not feeling well hope tml will be better. tml gt EC test. is all about english. which is my weakness. LOL. hope i can pass. gd luck to me. tml gonna be a long day too. ^^

Photos updated for the days we went to buy queenie present. did not upload then as we wanted to surprise her. LOL.

ALL ME AND HUIMING!

CRAZY IN TOYS'R US

ME!

sry ppl. i m still not in the right mood yet. something happen today which greatly affected me. shall talk about it later.
today i was late for school again. i think as long my friend dun meet me before i go sch i will be late. cause i dun feel the need to rush and i wll take my own sweet time. LOL. first is marketing lecture. dun really listen to what he is teaching. then is break time. LOL. and we gt nothing to do so played truth or dare. LOL. they kept on asking me tons of question. LOL. then jovell and naz gt to do dare. hahaz. damm funny. jovell's dare was to she that she like doshi. LOL. then naz was to say to nas that" me and you gt afinity as we had the same name and we gt into the same sch, same course and same class. we done that during econ lecture. damm funny. LMAO. but after econ lecture my mood changed! cause eugene said something that really hurts me. i was so irritated and angry. i went toilet and some thought are going through my mind, did i really drag the whole group down, cause eugene said that because of me my group haven do promotion yet. i m sorry but that day i really gt something on. and i could i reach home late. but i did finish up my part and send it you all before i went to sleep. zzz. forget it. i really feel very emo during the stats lecture and i gt no mood to listen at all. during lecture tears had roll down but i tired to endure. but when i walk out from the lecture hall. i breakdown. i cannot no longer hold those tears le. thanks my darling girls to be there for me just now. i love you all. this is the first time all the 5 girls went towards the same direction. LOL. thanks to them my modd is better le. went to woodlands to meet xuan dear. then we bused back to tampines. this is the first time i take 168 from woodlands. then we meet up with shimin at tampines MRT station. i was so hungry then and i went to buy chocolate waffles. LOL. then went to see the cap that xuan wan but me and shimin say not nice so she dun wan buy le. LOL. then after that we went home. zzz. meet her for a short while only. bluff me de. zzz. or else i would be resting at home le. i know i should not take eugene's words seriously but those words keep appearing in my mind and tears would just roll down again. i suddenly understand what huiming feel yesterday. now i m having a headache for all those crying. okay gonna rest le. see ya!

editted part:
damm pissed now. now is with family matter. what the f***. it is so unfair! she only know how to side my brother even though he is in the wrong. and ended up scolding me when i did not do anything wrong.i have problem in school le. and come back still need to face these matter. since you are biased might as well say everything is my fault. i m tired of everything le. i had been crying for the whole day le. why can't everything just stop. i m stressed up with studies, project and family matter. i just wanna to end everything now.

photos will only be upload when i feel like. now seriously no mood. zzz

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR QUEENIE LAOGONG!!!

today we celebrated queenie birthday at SP pizza hut. we meet up first to get everything all done and went to pizza hut to wait for her. when she arrived we sang 'happy birthday' song to her. and there is a small slice of brownie for her. then let her see the video make by eugene. LOL. it was a nice video though. pass her all the present we had for her. then our pizza came. it had been long since i had pizza. LOL. i just love pizza. after eating started gossipping there with desmond as the only guy. LOL. but it is very fun gossipping. after that walked back to business school for accounting lecture. LOL. i dunno what i doing during the lecture. just dun feel like listening. LOL. then after lecture slacked around while waiting for jovell. then go to T15 there to study PACC. cause we are having CA2 later. zzz. i screwed up my PACC paper just now. hope i can pass. when the teacher say there is 15 mins left i am still at question 1 lor. zzz. i was damm emo after the paper. but i m okay now le. i wanna skip sch tml. but... i dun think can. gonna skip one day next week ba. hahaz.

in the toilet.

while waiting for jovell

this is how much cheese left after eating. and it was full when we first use it. LOL.


more pictures would be updated when i m free. i gt a lot of pics to update. esp on our shopping day to vivo. ^^

zzz. i now super no mood sia. i know that tml i gonna have my PACC CA2 but i just dun have the mood to go and study. i did the pacc past year CA2 paper in the afternoon. and i realised that i gt tons of things dunno. zzz. i dunno what to do. i think i gonna to flunk this paper. zzz. gt no confidence at all. and this fri gonna to have stats retest. zzz. hope can do well on that again. i m stoning right now. just dun feel like studying. how??? i need to study! but i just can't. i wanna go university but i dun feel like studying now. i feel like quiting school and have as much fun as i could. but... i can't. zzz. given my attitude i can give up of going university le. zzz. i gt many things to do and problems are piling on me. my mood this week was like up and down sometimes was okay but when i m alone a lot of things are rushing through my mind. i wanna end everything. zzz. but can i? i gonna try go study PACC now le. hope i can and not end up playing audi. =(