2day went to celebrated jennifer birthday in advance. cause is like we are not free on mon. so celebrate 2day lor. meet around 2 den go eat pizza. jen treat. hahaz. jen wan bag for her birthday. don wan go paragon to look for his laptop bag. so me, jennifer, peiwen and don trained to orchard. went to paragon buy his laptop bag. after choosing, he realised that he did not bring his net card. lol. den i help him pay first. lol. after that walk to far east to look for jennifer de bag. went to zinc to buy her bag. lol. den i saw 1 bag that i like very much de. OMG! but i jus bought a bag lor. tell my mother about this. she say can buy. hurray maybe going to buy. lol. hahaz. actually wan leave far east le. but outside raining we cannot leave far east. so wait for the rain to stop. lol. after trained to tampines with jennifer. don and peiwen alight at simei. on the train gt one cute boy boy sia. peiwen kept waving at him den the boy boy kept laughing. den his mother ask the boy boy why he laugh he say nothing. lol. his mother must think that he is crazy. kept on laughiing. den i wan to take the pics of the boy boy very hard. cause gt 1 guy in front of me kept moving. den i cannot take pics of him. manage to take a blur pic of him. after that meet up with faizul at tampines. after that went to minitoons to buy sweets. den after that went past singtel saw someone i dun wan to see de. asshole. make my mood super bad. after that went to mac and eat. on the way there my leg gt cramps. den went to mac to rest. den i think i gt a bit emo. i just eel like cying le. but i just endure. saw liyin at mac with her frenz. after eating went to void deck and sit. talk talk a while den go home le. something happen but i dun wan to mention. lol. they walk to my house there de busstop to take bus. wait for their bus to come before i go. 2day gt a lot of pics to post. enjoy everybody. LOVE YA <3



the boy boy is so cute la. <3>

she pei me zilian. lol

jenniferXD

mii and mummy <3

mummy, daddy and mii<3

daddy and mii<3

Reflections

forget to take don pic. lol. dun sad hor XD

the four of us

daddy and mummy love them <3

peiwen, jen and my balloons

i know i very zilian la.

yeaterday slept at about 3am. den 2day woken up by my mother at 10 30 cause she wan me to bring my cousin go sch. i very tired. after come back use com for a while den went to eat my lunch. jus to lazy to buy lunch. therefore my lunch is INSTANT NOODLES again. lol. den use com until 4 plus. den get ready to go sch for the speech day. actually they dun let me go in de. but in the end i manage to get in. lol. the speech day was damm sian lor. i was very bored over there. den after that went canteen find don and peiwen. they was eating over there le. later we plan to go eat seafood de. now they eating le. but they say they still can eat later. i see don eat the cheese cake like very nice den i aso eat. lol. den a bit full le. lol. den after that we take cab to 137. to eat seafood. but reach there it has already close. so sad. cannot eat. den we went to eat others but i dunno how to say leh. lol. den we at the coffee shop watch the 9pm show. last episode le lor. after we finish our food is about 9 20 le. but we still continue to watch. lol. after the show finsh we went home le. all go seperate way. i choose to walk home. hahaz. it is not very far from my house ma.
okay photos XD


my naked tweety(without its clothes on)

wake up at 11 30. cause meeting peiwen to go bugis. meet at 2. as usual i m late. lol. on the way to kembagan, at tanah merah a lot of ang moh board the train and all of them was wearing the shirt shao lin shi gong fu. WTH! i don't understand why they are wearing those shirt with those printing la. hahaz. first we went wallet shop to see the laptop bag after that walk to bugis street there de long john. lol. we saw erina and her sis. so long never see her le. hahaz. went to eat at long john after that went bugis street to shop. i bought 2 tshirt and 1 cardigan. peiwen bought 1 cardigan only. lol. after that peiwen say go marina square. went there make me thought of going kbox. hahaz. while walking i found the DBS ATM. why are we so blind that day sia.never see the ATM is jus beside the Kbox there only lor. Haiz. den at marina square peiwen bought her bag there. never really see my bag over there. after that we trained back to tampines. i bought my bag at CS and peiwen bought her shoes there. lol. i jus like shopping. spend about 50 plus 2day le. 2morrow going back to sch for the speech day. okay see ya 2morrow. Loves ya <3

jus now went out with peiwen don and jennifer for dinner. we went to paya lebar there for dinner. we walk very far before we found that stall. finally found the shop. we all order the same food. the pork chop inside gt cheese and ham de. the food is okay la. lol. den after that me and jen went to tampines to meet faizul they all. faizul they all wan to go eat me and jen eat le. so went shopping. lol. i gt so many things wan to buy lor. hahaz. i jus love shopping. hahaz. den after that went home. 2day must sleep earlier le. or else 2morrow cannot wake up. still need to go out. hahaz. these few days i will be going out. my mother having nagging at me say i kept on going out. cause she know that i go out confirm will spend money de. she dun like me to spend money. but i jus cannot control. hahaz. okay stop here le. gd night everybody. i love my friends! <3

2day i slept till 12 plus den wake up. i very pro can sleep until so late de. hahaz. in the morning the jennifer wake me up le lor. but i too laz to reply her msg. sorry. i wanna to sleep de. hahaz. after wake up go eat. lol. my mother help me to cook my instant noodles. hahaz. i very lazy de. after that go use laptop. den peiwen call me ask me go eat dinner later. lol. actually i aso very lazy to go out. hahaz. lol. later going to meet them. later if gt time den i post again.

2day xuan went for her orienatation. is like so scary la. i dun dare to go for my orienatation next week le la. even though all my friend say that dun need to scare but i like really no friend lor. nxt week orientaion le.

i miss my work friends la. and my manager and 2nd SIC. jus two days only i miss them le. miss the laughter we always had. esp BERNICE AND ASTRALYN. not forgeting angeline and felicia( misses her scolding) lol. if i gt time i wan go back see them. LOVE YOU ALL! <3

2day went out with xuan and manda. we went kboxing. so damm fun la. wanna go again. lol. we inside the kbox there very cold. we were like super high lor. i wanna to go kbox again. after that went work around marina square and suntec. den after that went back le. when i reach tampines i went to shop alone. i need to help my brother buy cd den wan to look for shoes. so go walk around lor. i went to minitoons buy a keychain den go popular buy my brother de cd. after that went to cs look for my shoes. finally buy one shoes le. after that went home. i haven eat dinner yet. maybe not eating le. cause i very lazy to cook.
i think i very de stupid sia. kena trick by people. forget is april fool. lol. but i manage to trick someone. hahaz. so damm happy. okay. end here le. gd night. sweet dreams.

my last day was quite fun and tiring. lol. but really enjoy very much and treasure the last time of working very much. let me think of wad happen at work. oh ya. angeline 2day ask me go replenish stock den i went in to the store to replenish stock ma. climb up the ladder to take the stock. TMD! all the stock start dropping down and i fell down the ladder. den my hand hit the cupboard super damm pain la. den after we close shop me and calinda went to change out of our uniform. lol. den the angeline go switch off the store light. cause thay know i very scared of the dark de. after you switch off the light i will jus stand there and scream and dun dare to move de. plus the switch is very far always from me de lor. luckly gt calinda there with me. den after that we went 7-11 to buy food. lol. den a lot of things happen in the 7-11. so damm funny lor. hahaz. dun wan to say. hahaz. den me and calinda went to take bus le. start eating the potato chips. wait for very long den the bus come. lol. den board the double decker bus. i like to sit at the upper decker wan but calinda pull me sit at the lower decker. bobian jus pei her lor. en we notice 1 guy. he change money from one couple. cause i think his ezlink no money le ba. lol. den after that me and calinda see the guy face very handsome. den we like very crazy on the bus le. lol. after that calinda saw that her phone and his phone same model. lol. den very funny. hahaz. we were like super high la. hahaz. okay shall stop here le. bye. gd night!

sianz. actually dun feel like posting de. but i just gt thing to share. nvm. i think i thought over it le ba. maybe i should just go for the alumni band next week. if i realy cannot play the song. den bobian le la. OKAY! I WILL GO FOR THE ALUMNI BAND. LOL. i gt more things to say de. but i jus can't seem to remember now. lol. when i think of it. den i post again ba.
my last 2 days of work le. gonna to miss everybody there de. all the laughter and more. ookay everybody gd night! sweet dreams XD

jus feeling very pissed off by someone. not to mention who. asshole. you make me hold the call for so long le. den wad you say after you call me back make me very pissed le. that why i hang up your call. maybe you will think i very petty la. but at least i gt call you again lor. okay forget it. still feeling quite pissed after all. i dun feel like going to alumni band. i know that if we dun go he will say us de. but now i dun have time to go back for every practices. sorry. i realy dunno la. jus think that my sax playing jus sux . nvm. i will think over it de.
gd night.

yesterday i slept at 2 plus i think. not very sure wad time i sleep le. 2day i wake up at 1 plus! hahaz. i know is very late la. but cannot control ma. jus feel very sleepy ma. waiting for my cousin to come back from sch ma. den jus kept on sleeping lor. hahaz. den my sister call back to say that she bringing her friends home later. TMD! so bobian have to wake up le. den go bath. and play audi for a while. den started get ready for work le. cause is like very late le ma. or else no time to go shopping le. den we went to bugis le. reach there buy something to eat first. den walk around bugis junction, nothing to shop ma. so we walk to bugis street. i gt so many thing wan to buy la. but i now dun have money le la. so sianz. bought 2 tshirt from bugis street. actually wan buy another cardigan de. but now still considering wan to buy or not ma. sianz. after that we went back to tampines. i wan look for shoes but cannot find a suitable one for me. so sianz. and meet up with jennifer den walked around TM AND CS. after that went to there de pasar malam to buy foods den went home le. nothing much 2day aso.



we in the toilet

mii before i left house.

i m so tired 2day la. sorry. i think these few days i like very slacked at work la. sorry. maybe i dun have the mood to work le ba. i aso dunno. 2day i jus feel very very tired. 2morrow my off day. but i dunno going out or not leh. the person booked me 2morrow le. but now need to wait for her to confirm with me. i have this feeling that maybe she not going out with me 2morrow. lol. i maybe wan go bugis. i aso dunno. cause i wan go shopping. nvm. now jus wait for her to confirm with me. i think i reall yneed to post photo in my blog le. cause someone say my blog too wordy no pics de. ok ok. 2day i willl post pic can.


my darling cousin XD and my big tweety bird

mii and meimei

my tweety bird

mii before going to work 2day

2day in the afternoon i dun really feel well. but in the evening i feel better le. i dun dare to eat as i scared i will vomit. so jus now did not really eat anything. finally changed my blog skin le. i spent quite a long time to change it lor. cause i dun really know how to change ma. 2morrow will be going to work ba. i feeling better le la. working full shift 2morrow! hope i can cope 2morrow.

now i realised that friends are still the best. now i know that there are still people who care for me. thanks for all ur concern! i love you all!

come to post again. actually no time to post de. cause 2day i like eat something not very clean. den become very sick. so 2morrow take the day off to rest.hahaz. dun wan to mention much about wad happen. hahaz. i was like start serving customer. den i feel a bit not very well. after my customer went off i feel like vomiting den went to toilet to vomit. den after that went few time to the toilet to vomit. my stomach is like damm not feeling well la. i cannot stand too long cause is like it make my stomach more worse. 2day sales was not very gd in the afternoon. we were so stress sia. but at night it is better lor. though is not very gd la. actually feel like going home much earlier 2day de. but cause 2day gt only we three of them working so i cannot leave early. so wait until the shop close den i went home. haiz. 2day forget to bring my jacket go out. den is like i go home sure very cold de lor. plus now i m sick la. so bo bian have to bring my blazer home. so that i can keep myself warm on the way home. okay stop here le. now must go rest le. or else cannot get well. hahaz. even though i 2morrow not working but i m not going band cause i need to rest. i have been sleeping late these few days le. okay gd night. sweet dreams!

let me post about my work 2day first.
work was ok 2day. though the sales is not very gd. hope the next few days would be better. jiayou!! to everybody working. hope that i won't make too much mistake anymore. 2morrow doing noon shift. okay nothing much le.
let me post wad happen on 22/3/08
2day wake up at 1o 10. WA! late le. meeting simun at 11. faster rush to do my things. den after that left to meet her at 11 15. as usual she is late. hahaz. after that we went to have our breakfast/lunch?? hahaz. den after that meet up with peiwen and don. den go sch for alumni band practice. practice was not very gd for me. cause i like very useless there. gt a lot of songs i cannot play. wad happen to my playing le. it jus sux can! after band go eat with simun faizul peiwen and don. about 4 like that. dunno is still lunch or dinner le. hahaz. den after that i left for work le. on the way to work i jus feel very moody. dunno y.

2morrow actually is my day off de. but i think i going back for work at around 5 as calinda is sick. after going for the alumni band 2morrow den go to work. actually nothing much to post de. oh ya. i like gt a lot of things to do la. gt so many thing need to settle. wakao. super damm sianz lor. actually quite pissed off 2day. hahaz. i m lazy to post. sianz. 2morrow if gt time den i post ok. gd night.

come back to post again le. 2day went to meet up with peiwen and don. as usual i m late again. hahaz. sorry. meet le. we went to sch to collect our cert. den went to band. there nothing for us to do. so we plan to watch the 1st rule. so went to tm de gv watch. i watch halfway i dun wan watch le lor. is so damm scary la. i dun dare to watch. i kept on covering my face with my jacket lor. all the scary part i like never see at all. den after that meet up with faizul, kenneth and taqy for dinner. den slack for a while den went home le. nothing much le la. bye. take care.

nw feeling very de tired. yesterday sleep at 2 plus. at 11 plus a phone call wake me up. walao. is like i talk to them like i still sleeping like that la. lol. hahaz. oh ya. yesterday forget to mention that yesterday is my sister birthday. Happy 14th birthday. cause yesterday i gt work den i cannot celebrate her birthday with my family. sianz. but when i gt home there is a cake for me to eat de. so damm good la. still left me a cake to eat. hahaz. i told here that i will give her $20 for her birthday but need to wait for my next month pay to come. hahaz.
okay post up to here later at night if free den update again.

2morrow is my off day so i can dun sleep so early. WTH! got to know that 2morrow there is no band. Band is only for recruits? sianz. i really miss band wors. but no choice i already request for tue off le. but found out that there is no band on tue! is too late for me to change my off day le. sianz. next week i cannot have any off day as is my last week at work le. i gonna to work until 31 march. so sorry these few week i m unable to go band. it is not my fault. i have no choice. miss the band. esp sax section. jia you in your playing.

2day at work. i like make quite lot of mistakes? i aso not very sure. Damm it. 2day i punch wrongly the card again le. sianz. dunno wad to do le. have to let angeline know about it le. i scared kena scolded by her cause is like i always punch wrongly my card. plus my sales is not very gd. aiyo. hope that she won't scold me. hahaz. but i think she will. how?

okay shall stop here le. everybody good night. sweet dreams.

come to post again le. okay 2day i know that i cannot off on mon le. so had to off on tue. if nothing go wrong i should be going band on tue. hahaz. i miss band. 2day was not a goodday for me at work. my sales is not very good. most of the customers i serve all try a lot but they never bought anything from me. is like damm wad la. sianz. den gt 1 customer try le. ask me take new but in the end dun wan buy from me. WTH!! den kena nagged by angeline. dunno wad happen to me. i broke down. sianz. but i m okay lor. maybe too stress le that why. hahaz. sorry but i hope that the next few days my sales won't be so low le.

it has been a long time since my last post le. all these were busy with my work so gt no time to post anything. even when i have off day but i still gt no time. cause i still gt a lot of things to do.sianz. i gt a few week never go back band le. sorry. i jus gt no time and sometimes i cannot off ont he day which there are band practice. my junior liyin kept asking me to go back lor. i think mon i can go back band la. if nothing crop up last minute. I REALLY MISS BAND A LOT LOR. AND MISS LIYIN TOO. LOL. hahaz. will try to update my blog when i m free lor. oh ya. thanks jennifer for pei me go Sp for the enrol things. pei me for so long and help me carry things. thanks loads.

getting my pay soon le. aso dunno when. i wan to buy a lot of things sia. i wan buy a blouse and a dress from wanko. but should i? i aso dunno. i jus gt a lot of things to buy after i get my pay.

2day i off de. actually dun feel like going out de. cause like very tired ma. feel like sleeping at home. but yesterday simun ask me pei her go take her medical report. thought of accompany her a while only but in the end i went to her house den wait for jennifer to finish sch den we go eat. went to TM to eat. den after that they went to buy dye. OMG! i aso wan to dye my hair again but i cannot leh. cause my work they dun let dye bright colour de but i wan to dye bright colour de. so maybe wait until i start sch den i see how lor. i maybe wan to dye gold brown wors. the colour very nice sia. wait until i get my pay i wan to buy lots of things lor. oh ya. i still need to save money to go sentosa also. cause i promise they all i will pei them go de. i now looking forward for sch to start cause is like a brand new life for me lor.i change my blog song again le. i like this song very much lor. so damm nice la. enjoy my blog song wors. tag me aso. hahaz. okay end here le. next time gt time den post again. bye!

nothing seem to go right for me on 21 feb. that day i have to do full shift. so have to wake up early. but dun noe why i never hear my alarm ringing. so i slept until 9 20. OMG! everytime i suppose to leave my house at 9 30 in order to reach work on time de. i was like damm late la. so i quickly get ready and leave for work. lucky the bus travel quite fast. so i can reach work on time. den after that start getting ready for work. sales was not gd at first. plus recieved a call from my customer. she wan her clothes by that day or else she wan refund. so one of us have to go suntec and take her clothes la. sinca she is my customer, so i went la. den still gt quite a few things happen on that day. which dun really wan to mention le. all i can say that my mood for that day was not very good.
suddenly so many things happen to me, make me think that nobody can understand me and nobody care about me. sometimes i really dun noe wad to do. i really hope that there is some one there for me and tell me wad to do.
conclusion: 2day is not a good day for me.

come to post again le. these few days work until quite late. den very lazy to post. jus reply a few tags den off my com le. den went to sleep. cause that few days i have been doing full shift so very tired. sianz. jus now recieved a call from xuan that i am working full shift 2morrow instead of morning shift. but cause bo bian ma. someone gt something on 2morrow. i really dunno when i will stop working leh. cause is like i m a bit used to that job le. but cause sch starting soon le ma. so need to rest before the sch start. at first i did not know that 2day the posting result will come out de. but yesterday xuan told me that 2day the result coming out. i was looking forward for the result as i wan to know wad sch and wad course i have entered. they told me that the result will come out at 8 am. but in the end i recievied the sms at 6 30 am. i was very happy that i got into the course i want. den i try to get back to sleep but i like take 1 hour before i get back to sleep wors. lol. den when i was about to sleep. my friends start sms me. cause i in the afternooon need to go out ma. so need to have more sleep or else will get very tired later. i wake up at 11 to get ready to go out but my mother ask me to look after my cousin until 1 30 cause my cousin was not feeling well ma. sianz. den i have to travel to far east alone. den after that jennifer and peiwen have their lunch, we went back for band. after band went to have dinner with some of the band members. den after that went home.

2day report for work with me still sick. haiz. try to get better these few day ba. samantha was aso sick hahaz. most of the people after chinese new year will fall sick. so must take care drink lot of water. that time i say i feel like quiting but now i dun feel like le. i aso not sure whether i wan continue until poly start or earlier leh. but stay at home like quite sianz. but go work like very tired lor. haiz. i dun noe la.
i wonder wad poly would be. Would it still be like secondary school life? Hope that it won't be much different from secondary school life.

sianz. this is the first time i celebrating CNY while i m sick lor. i hate to be sick lor. i look very de restless sia. And now my eyes like very swollen lor. think maybe will have sore eyes lor. and my throat now seriously very pain le. i already tried to control myself from eating some of the new year goodies le. but some i jus can't resist lor. so a bit affect my voice le. HOW?? i need to work on sat le leh. when gt time to recover sia. sick during CNY make me very tired. did not really enjoy myself very much aso.

okay now will go back to CNY eve

morning meet xuan and samantha for breakfast. in the end we are late for work that day. hahaz. den we like very rush on that day. den after getting ready start to serve customer le. that day was not a gd start for me lor. i was not feeling very well on that day. xuan know le. ask me go find liang cha to drink. so i went for my break but i can't find the shop. so jus buy a bottle drink to drink lor. den xuan contact lens gt a bit problems. so she went to watsons to buy the thing to wash her contact lens. she come back she say that she saw the shop and help me buy 1 cup of liang cha le. And ask me to go drink . it was damm bitter la. but cause is her yi fan hao yi. so decided to drink finish it. but i drink it with plain water. den when i finishing she told me gt honey but the person told her drink with honey not so effective. so ask me to drink without the honey lor. Anyway thanks for ur liang cha. Xuan.

so in conclusion this year the chinese new year is not a good one for me. Hope next year the Chinese new year would be better lor. everybody happy Chinese New Year!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!
jus post a short post first cause today like preparing for 2morrow de things den gt no time le. And now is so late le la. wa. i m so tired. 2morrow if i gt time i try to update wad happen to me on new year eve ok.
that daddy la. say i never care for him lor. i care for everybody de lor. i jus that mummy going beijing ma. den beijing snowing heavily ma. So ask her to take care ma. u aso not going anywhere. okay la. dun eat too much new year goodies wors. very heaty de. later hurt ur throat. TMD. i haven chinese new year my throat very pain le wors. so gt a lot things i like cannot eat la. or else will get more worse lor. oh ya. still gt my angbao wors. hahaz. u aso must take care hor. next time gt time den ask you all go out. ok?
Going to sleep le wors. 2morrow still need to wake up very early. Girls need more time to get ready de. hahaz. Good night. Sweet dreams!

oh yeah!! 2morrow is chinese new year eve le. looking forward for chinese new year to come quickly. cannot wait to wear my new clothes. And my new high heels. I love chinese new year! hahaz. Sianz. i now gt a bit not feeling well le. yesterday very sick so never go work. 2day better le. but now is my throat wors. very pain. like that gt a lot things cannot eat sia. cause very heaty wors. hope next few day would be better.
oh ya. TO PEIWEN:
BEIJING NOW SNOWING VERY HEAVILY WORS. SO MUST REALLY TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WORS. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING. I KNOW I SAY A LOT OF TIME LE. I LIKE VERY DE NAGGING WORS. HAHAX. YI LU SHUN FENG. HAVE FUN AT BEIJING WORS. TAKE CARE!

NOW TO EVERYBODY.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! XIN NIAN KUAI LE. I WANNA A LOT OF HONG BAO. HAHAZ. I LIKE SO GREEDY. HAHAZ. MORE HONG BAO MORE MONEY. HAHAZ. DADDY MUMMY MUST GIVE ME WROS. HAHAZ. I NEXT TIME DEN XIANG NI MEN BAI NIAN. HAHAZ. EVERYBODY TAKE CARE WORS. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.

i very very de tired sia. jus finish my work. 2day wait for the bus super long sia. so reach home quite late. 2morrow doing full shift need wake up very early. OMG!! Chinese new year coming le wors. so happy sia. i wanna to go watch movie sia. i wanna go out la. but is like i need to work. maybe thinking of quiting le. oh ya. sorry this time round the CNY concert i cannot go back to help u all. cause i need to work. and i cannot take off on that day wors. i will find time to go back band again de. i miss band!!

Wa! i gt a long time never update my blog le wors. now gt time update a bit first. cause now i m working almost everyday. so gt no time. i think i dun feel like working le. cause is like very de tiring for me? maybe only la. still considering. that day jus get back my o level result. OMG! i never expect that i could get better than my prelim la. cause i somehow gt that kind of feeling that i cannot do well for o level. so never expected too high. so before i get my result i was like damm nervous that i broke down crying. i think people might think i must be crazy. haven get result cry le. hahaz. but i get the result from my form teacher. Tears of joy came rolling down. cause i never expect that my combined humanities to get a B3. OMG! cause is like i always fail my Combined humanities de. everything is like a dream to me.
now the problem is that i dunno wad to choose for my 12 choices .these few days i m busy working. so no time to think.

2day finally gt a chance to go out with xuan le. everytime when she gt off i not free. so 2day she free i aso free so we went out together. actually say meet at 11 30 de. but i wake up at 10 30. so like will be late lor. so change to 12. actually i leave my house quite late aso but in the end she still late. hahaz. always like that de ma. get used to it le la. hahaz. we went to bugis first den go fish and co eat. hahaz. the food there very ex lor.
den went to bugis there walk walk. den went to bugis street. den to OG and to Sim lim square. den xuan spend quite a lot on her clothes. den she suggest go paragon. i thought go there shopping but in the end. went there to eat only. hahaz. and to see someone only. hahaz. den we went to east point to shop and buy her clothes again. den she went back home and i went to TM. i walk around TM. to find liyin present. hahaz. i bought her present le. den went to buy my dinner and went home.
yesyerday went back band is was like so fun la. hahaz. we have sectional first and i end up fighting with my stupid junior liyin. hahaz. den went back to combine. walao. play that solo den so many people kept looking at me hai wo laugh. den cannot continue le lor. den next few song like a lot of high note. play until my lips very de pain. i think my playing turn rusty le la. old le.

2day dun feel like going for lunch. very sianz. i skip lunch again. hahaz. but i have my breakfast this morning le. hahaz. i like quite broke already la. jus bought my black blouse and pants for the CCA orientation next sat. hope that my 4e3 classmates would go back for the orientation. cause like gt a long time never see them le. starting to miss them le. miss the times we all spent during lesson time. those laughter! hahaz. i aso start to miss those close frenz le. dear xuan, rong, manda, qian hui, zu er, yimin and seemun.

yesterday i went for lunch alone. i feel like eating waffle so went to century square de B1 buy. hahaz. wa. i was like damm happy cause i saw BENJAMIN(the campus superstar contestant). he was like so cute la. hahaz. after sawing him like make me so happy. hahaz. den after work went to meet mummy and daddy for dinner. hahaz. Zhihao they all was also there. the zhihao very funny. ha say he eat this also not full that one also not full. den i say he stomach like gt hole like this. hahaz. den after eating me and daddy mummy went T3. there was like so big la. but gt nothing to play de. hahaz. i was like kept on playing daddy de PSP. sudoku is so damm fun la. i was sitting down there playing until the PSP no battery la. den quite late le. so went home le. HOME SWEET HOME!!

yesterday went back band. actually wan 2day go back de. cause yesterday the people lasr minute told me that i dun need to go work. so gt time to go band lor. hahaz.
now den i realise my junior the liyin very de noisy de. hahaz. she aso very de cute lor. hahaz. she ask me to go band 2day but i 2day cannot cause need to work wors. hahaz. too bad. i think i will go back next week ba. hahaz.

thanks for everthing u all have done. i really appreciate that. i promise i will try to get over it soon. okay. dun need worry for me. i will be fine de. maybe cry a few more times i will stop le ba. and forget about him le. Love u all!! my ah gong, papa and mama.

做了朋友那么多年
而你却始终 没改变
单眼皮的笑 偶尔扁着嘴角
我们的快乐从不变调
# 生活上喜怒哀乐一起分担
渐渐的我们也无所不谈
不加糖的咖啡都不觉得苦
你加上我 加上爱 等于幸福
* 我不要 你把我推给别人去疼爱
我对你的心是百分之一百每
一个想你的习惯 那么实在
我早已对你产生的依赖
天天 一点点 砌成了爱
Love Is Forever Forever Love

Repeat # *

原来爱情是 需要一点苦涩
才能找到属于自己的角色
原来爱情是 需要一点眼泪
不只是单纯享受幸福的滋味

Repeat *

wa!! sianz. hahaz. i gt nothing to do sia. 2day nobody pei me go eat. hahaz. aso dun feel like going eat le la.decided not to go eat since noone wanna to accompany me go. hahaz. so sianz. wahahaz. gt nothing to do so now post. i very tired sia. everyday say wanna sleep early. but in the end aso sleep very late. hahaz. i think i gonna to quit this job soon cause is like very not stable wors. hahaz. maybe work until this month de 15?! hahaz. i aso dunno.
walao this world is so damm de unfair la. y u can i cannot. bastard. hahaz. u old does not mean u can bully me hor. evil person. hahaz. i wanna go shopping wors. but kind of sianz leh. chinese new year like jus in 4 weeks times la. oh yeah can take loads of hong bao. hahaz.
sianz. i dun feel like working le leh. very tiring lor. but i need money wors.
oh ya. i still owe xuan one birthday present. i will tryto give u as soon as possible de.

long time never post le wors. let me go back to sun.
that day i went sentosa with my family. with all my aunts wors.
a very rare chance to have such as a family gathering. hahaz. is was so fun la.
really enjoy myself so much. omg. we went to ride on the skyride. walao. is was damm scary can. i m sure that everybody enjoyed themselves very much.
den on mon went countdown with my frenz. er. but then i m sorry that i did not go with another frenz. after that reach home about 2 den went to sleep about 4. hahaz. den for no reason i wake up at 6. not to go toilet. den at 10 i was woken up by somebody sms. damm it. i could not get to sleep after that le. den in the afternooon meet up with jen they all. went to kallang den to vivo and to tamp.
feeling very de tired. 2day dun feel like going out and my mother like aso dun let me go la. say i kept going out. sianz. 2morrow working.

Once again i wanna to thanks everybody for all their birthday wishes!
hahaz. Thanks SIMUN and AYU for ur present on fri!!
yesterday went back band with peiwen they all. that day was like a lot of alumui go back band la. Suddenly the band so big. hahaz. Camilla came back too. hahaz. whenever she come back i will have a lot of fun. hahaz. mii and her kept talking and laughing la. We was like so super high de la. hahaz. nothing much to post. But i wanna thanks all my frenz for letting me have such a fun birthday this year!!! Love you all so much. hahaz. this year going end soon le. Everybody take care and have a happy New Year!!

this year i have a weird birthday. i jus feel like celebrating it myself on my birthday itself. so today. i gt work. 2day i never leave the office at all cause we are eating pizza there. hahaz. as usual i will sit there and eat alone. hahaz. den i go home alone. 2day i never meet any of my frenz. but yesterday i went out with my frenz or should put it as family. hahaz. go out with jennifer don and peiwen!! they bought for me a big tweety bird which wad i always wanna. but actually i think that is too ex but they say not ex. kept insiting wanna buy for that. so bobian let them buy lor. waloa the tweety bird damm heavy la. hahaz. THANKS TO FAIZUL DON PEIWEN AND JENNIFER FOR BUYING ME THIS!! I REALLY LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! HAHAZ.
NEXT I WANNA THANKS EVERYBODY WHO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
2morrow will be going band. hahaz. so happy. hahaz. i a bit crazy le.
TALK TO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME VERY PEK CHEK BUT IT IS FUN HAHAZ.

2day i dun need to work so sleep until very late. hahaz. i think about 1 plus den i wake up but cause yesterday very late den sleep ma. i wake up and have my lunch den while eating my family all watch 881 de dvd which we lend from our aunt de. OMG is like quite nice la. and touching la. enjoy the show quite much. den after that me and my cousin and sister go watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the show is so damm nice la. like it so much. the characters are all so cute. the show is like so funny. everybody was like keep laughing la. cause there gt kids watching aso den can hear the kids laughing so loudly. hahaz. it is worth watching . so everybody can go watch the movie. 2morrow have to go work! hahaz. 7 more days to my birthday le. hahaz. but i might need to work on my birthday. so sad. hahaz

sorry! if i never go ur blog tag with my new link. because something happen that y have to change. i might change again sorry. hahaz. maybe only la. hahaz. cause this wanna like a bit weird la. hahaz.

er. i dun noe y i have this weird feeling la. i jus have that kind of very scared feeling. i wanna to msg u ask u about the thing but i have this feeling that stopping me froming messaging you. sorry. i really dun noe how le la.maybe give me more time to get over this feeling??? i aso dunno how. but since that day i jus dun dare to msg u. someone told me that i cannot make the first move. so i not going to say it out le. i dun noe how ur result la. even though someone noe about it the person aso dun wan tell me! kept insiting that i ask myself. okay. i try i try.

yesterday after working i go find pei wen and jennifer. walao. they are like damm slow la. i wait for them like almost one hour le la. wait until i feel like going home le la. den i heard one lady talking on the phone. she like scolding someone la. she meeting the person at 6 15 la. but sh ewait like only 10 mins den start to kao bei le la. den how about me. i wait there for almost 1h le leh. hahaz. den finall y there reach tampines le. den don later aso coming over to meet us la. so while waiting for don we go NTUC to buy water. den jennifer say jasline working as cashier so i purposely go jasline there de counter to pay. hahaz. den don come NTUC to find us. cause we like waiting at one corner ma. so he never see us. den i trick him go walk i big round. so funy. wait i need to say sorry first. hahaz. later he angry la. hahaz.
sorry DON not purposely wanna trick you de. dun be too angry hor. remember i gt help you hor. hahaz.
den we go walk walk around tampines mall. walao. go inside the minitoons like so pai seh la. den after that go toyrus erm. suddenly saw gorilla. walao. I HATE GORILLA LA!!! damm scary creatures. den the jennifer kept taking black color thing to scared me!!! make me think is gorilla. den quite late le. wanna go eat le. den we go long john eat. so long never eat le la. den after that we go home. HOME SWEET HOME!!

2day i go to work as per normal. i was like while working den thinking wad i going to eat for lunch la. cause today nobody come pei me eat lunch. den nearing lunch hours. they ask me wanna go eat lunch with them or not. den i say okay lor. since like i no frenz ma. they told me they going jack place to eat. i aso gt a long time never eat jack place le. i tught of going there eat student meal de . but then hor student meal start at 1 30. so bobian have to have set meals. cause all the set meal like very ex so i choose the cheapest set meal. cause i like no money la. hahaz. who know in the end gt someone who looked like a boss to me. treat everybody there la. is like 11 people there la. so many la. that person must be rich. hahaz. den go back to work. i forgot 2morrow is public holiday so i ask the eperson if i 2morrow need to come work or not. hahaz. i like so stupid la. hahaz. oh yeah 2morrow dun need to work. den after work go meet simun. she say she won't late de. but int he end guess wad she is late again wors. after she come i pei her go take her pay first. den i followed go find christmas present for her bf. walk here walk there aso dun noe wad to buy for her bf. den she say go take neo prints. wahahz. i long time never take le la. so happy. den after that we go walk walk again. den after that go buy food and then go home! HOME SWEET HOME AGAIN!!! hahaz.
2morrow i might be watching movie. wahhaz. i dun like to stay at home. so damm sianz at home can!

DON u read this.. hahaz.
walao jus now ask u say dun wan say. go die la. hahaaz.
forget it la. Since u dun wan say den dun say lor. hahaz.
i okay le la. i pissed a while only la. write in tagboard too long le la. so write here.
anybody can pei me go eat de la. jus is people can le lor. i dun wan GORILLA accompany me go eat can le. hahaz.
erm. 2morrow is the release of N level result. Wish all taking the N level result all the best!! hahaz.

hurray!! i think 2morrow gt frenz accompany me go eat. oh yeah. hope everyday gt frenz accompany me again.wahahaz. think meeting Faizul, Hafiz and kenny they all ba.

2day have to work OT!! but only for 1 hour only. hahaz. now posting in my workplace there. cause very de sianz. the people there let me rest for a while first before letting me continue. hahaz. it will be a very short post. hahaz.
sianz. i jus dun feel like talking to you. u r such a bastard. that why i never reply ur message. u had spoil my mood for the whole night of sunday. KNN!
forget it. i dun wan talk about it le.
2day xuan meet me for lunch! as usual she was late. therefore i did not have time to have a proper meal wahahaz. i not blaming u la. hahaz. thanks so much for coming pei me for lunch.
then we go walk walk a while and i have to go back work le. so sianz. hahaz.
hope that everyday gt my frenz to accompany me for lunch. feel free to ask me for lunch if u are in tampines. about 12 like that la. drop me a message first. Thanks!!!

first thing to post is that i that i have a very gd time on sun at the band bbq.
despite of the bad weather and the late coming firestarter we still have a lot of fun.
maybe cause after o level this is my first bbq. hahaz. my life like so sianz.
on that day the rain like kept stopping den rain again. so wad la. must blame the person we hope that day rain de. ask him go die la. stupid bastard. hahaz. jokin only la. i not evil wors. i m kind. erm that day wait for everybody to finish clearing the place den we left the place. actually gt 3 girls de. but den pei wen and jennifer left le. so left only me. cause i need to wait for them to shared cab with me cause i like broke la. hahaz. so by the time i reach home.it is already 12 plus le. omg first time i bbq until so late la. hahaz. lucky the following day i dun need to go work or else i would be damm tired de lor.
2day have to go work den is like i m sick la. but bo bian jus go work cause i need money. hahaz.
i like so tired now la. 2morrow still gt work wors. i think i get back my pay i wanna buy a lot of things. hahaz. den gonna to be broke again. hahaz.
actually thought that i started working my bill won't be so ex. but now my sms already burst liao wors. but i still gt a long way to 21 dec before my bill end la. damm it. but i can't survive without smsing and using the phone la. walao. i must try not to sms too much. but i dun think can. wahahaz.
okay i will end here le.

oh yeah i found the song i wanna le.
so damm happy wors. this song is jus so nice.
but it is a korean song.. wahahaz.

but here the chinese lyrics

蓝色的天空很耀眼
我的心也隐隐的发痛
她眼角挂着泪水
想象着她来到我身边
从何时开始一直在等待
因为还不知道爱情,不知道你
爱情什么时候来的waiting for your love
你能不能在靠近我一点
我的爱baby my sweet heart
很多人知道怎么去爱
只有我一个人不知道
非常温暖偶而很甜蜜的爱情
经常对我灿烂微笑的你
想起你幸福的脸颊
一天说数千边我爱你
一直等待的爱情什么时候来到我身边
已经来了从认识你开始
我的心一直为你留着
我是为了你而诞生的
你来到我身边的话,要一起度过每一个瞬间
像梦一样我美丽的爱情
oh, 我的爱情快来到我身边

English Lyrics

The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you,
I don’t know since whenI still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me My love, Babe my sweet heart
All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me
I still don’t know love,
I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to meMy love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here,
Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heartI was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point onWill be a dream.
My loveOh, my love, come to me

it is a very nice song.
I LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!!

OMG OMG!!!I am so tired wors. jus 4 days of works make me very tired.
WTF!!! 2day i like do until i super pek chek la!! kept doing the wrong things!!!
Arrgh!!! i am going crazy la. i like so lonely there la. No frenz. But the people there are quite nice. even the cleaner is so nice to mi. But during lunch i can't communicate with them. wad they talk about i jus can't understand wors. i at there like going crazy le. cause no one to talk to mii wors. i think i going become zi bi very soon le wors. Arrgh!
everyday after work i jus feel like going home sleep but i wanna to watch tv den aso wanna to sms wih frenz and talk to my frenz but i jus can't. so sad! i wanna my last time life back but for the sake of money i jus have to endure wors.

oh yeah!! oh yeah!! i finally gt a job le!!
so happy wors.but i working alone wors. lucky the people there are quite friendly de.
2day the first day at work. i was like damm scared lor. den i reach there like so early.
i like the building there de lift like so fun lor. hahaz. inside the lift gt mirror. so cool. hahaz.
i now like damm tired la. wake up so early. and work from morning until 5.30.
i like make so many mistake la. kept printing the wrong things.
go there i do scanning photocopying and printing. 2morrow i going work again. hahaz. i only work from mon to fri only. dun need to work on weekends. so good.
oh ya. i wanna say sorry to my pri sch frenz. actually she take leave to accompany me go pri sch gathering de. but in the end i have to go work last minute.
SORRY!!! i very de sorry.

i can't find job la. cause everybody like looking for people who are 16 and above.
And i am still 15 until after my birthday which is about 1 month away from now la.
now i m damm broke la. if no job i gt no money to spend la. is like i still own people money la.

yesterday went to look for job with my frenz. before meeting them i went to buy the newpaper.
den i saw one advertisement looking for sales people de. there say must walk in interview so we went to tiong bahru plaza to ask. den th person ask us to fill in the form and wait for them to call us.
so after that we walk around the plaza. den we walk to the last floor. we went in to a shop named pix play de la. den we saw there gt that kind of u put money in den something will come out de machine la. i gt nothing to do so i go turn the things. den suddenly gt one thing drop out la. i was like so happy cause the thing is so cute la. den that stupid uncle walk to me say he wanna the thing back cause like i never put money in. so the thing belong to the shop de. den i like super de damm unhappy la. den xuan say we jus walk walk around his shop dun care him. den the uncle say that he jus come back from the police station cause someone steal. he is indirectly saying that we wanna to steal la!
FUCKING BASTARD!!
DEN HE SAY WHAT WANNA CALL THE SECURITY COME UP!!
den xuan like super de damm pissed le la. to prevent anything from happen shimin ask us to go le. so we went off le lor.
den after that we left tiong bahru. den after that the job that we apply earlier call shimin. ask us to go their main office. but hor i can't work now cause i am still not 16. so sianz. the person say that i can work in january. hahaz. hope to find a temp job now first.

i damm pissed!! Gt one stupid idiot person say i cannot find job. How dare u look down on mii!! arrgh!
i must find a job as soon as possible to prove him wrong!
lol. actually i aso not that damm pissed la. i am a nice person. i dun take all these comments seriouly de. hahaz
i dun care hor. i wanna the pig!! i gt proof say that u wanna buy for me de hor. hahaz.
write so much i dun think that person will come read my blog la..hahaz
jus nothing to post so anyhow post something lor.
oh ya. i forgot to say thank you to xuan!
THANKS FOR HELPING WITH THE MAKEUP ON GRAD NIGHT!
AND THANKS FOR UR MICKEY MOUSE KEYCHAIN!!

MORE PICTURES OF GRAD NIGHT!!!

xuan and mii

jennifer, xuan and mii

rong, xuan and mii

mii, mr helmi and xuan

WTF!!

so damm pissed staying at home la.. my mother at home always nag nag nag!!

kept asking me to go find job. she think find job so easy meh. SO BASTARD LA!!

i now damm poor sia. no money le. i still own some people money lor.

TO XUAN JENNIFER AND MING RONG

i will try to pay u all back the money as soon as possible de!

how i wish sch never end!!

i begining to miss the times when we have together in class le!

the times we laugh together, sleep at the same time together during lesson times, skip class together and many more. I MISS 4E3 VERY MUCH!!

PICTURES TAKEN ON GRAD NIGHT


peiwen, don, jennifer and mii


mii, jennifer, wendy and xuan


girls with mr helmi


4e3 girls with mrs goh

jennifer, rong, xuan, mii and manda

we girls with mr red man.. wahahaz

that all the pics i have wors for now cause my com spoil i can't uplaod pics from my phone.

gt a lot more pics to upload de. try to ask my frenz to help me upload as soon as possible!

btw we had so much fun at the grad night. took a lot of pics and have so much fun.

wahahaz. during the lucky draw we damm scared la. cause like dun wan go up the stage. so whenever they mention 4E3, we pray hard we never get. hahaz.

the first round they give out 20 gifts. and from our table, jennifer and qian hui won. wahahaz.

the second round aso give out 20 gifts. and from our table yimin won. wahahaz.

the last round only give out 10 gifts. so more scary. den me xuan see mun and rong go toilet. we wait until the lucky draw finish den go back. went back they told me i won the lucky draw. WA I SUPER SHOCKED SIA!

Lucky i went toilet with them.. hahaz. the first prize aso come from 4E3. wahahaz. congrat to 4E3!

den after that go around take photos with anyone i know de.. hahaz. cause gt a lot of balloon there. we go take the balloon we like de. at first i took 3 den jen take 2. dunno how all balloons get tangled together so bo bian have to find balloon again. den go around take pics with the balloons. den about 11 plus it is time to go home le. me and ming rong taking taxi home. den is like very de ma fan to bring the balloon into the taxi but bo bian have the let it go! how i wish i could bring the balloons home. so sad. so overall the grad night is jus so fun. never regret going for grad night!

sianz sianz sianz!!!
now gt nothing to do sia. my mother dun allow me to go out. stay at home aso nothing to do lor. wanna quickly find one job den gt money to spend.
wahahaz!! like that can buy everything i wanna.. hahaz.
these few days go out den saw a lot of things i wanna de but i dun have the money to buy. so sad. sob sob.
someone pls help me!!
hahaz.. help me find job!!
need money urgently!!

sianz.. now i cannot go out to often le.. my mother scold me that i kept spending money. haiz.. i m broke now lor.. must quickly find one job to do or else i gt noe money to spend lor.. so sad.. everytime i go out i sure spend money de even though i promise my mother i won't spend money when i go out.. like yesterday i say go out i won't spend money in the end i brought a key chain..
now have to find a job asap and start saving money le.. or else no money to go grad night.. still gt some of the things haven buy lor..

that day have a chance to go back band le but go back i have difficulties playing my saxophone.. so long never touch le.. therefore cannot play well.. wahahaz.. when i have the time den i go back band.. miss the band so much!!!

pictures after dying my hair



Before dying my hair but after i cut my hair

wahahaz..
yesterday pei jennifer go far east but before that i go cut my hair.. wth.. my fringe very short.. ask that person to cut until my eyes there that person cut until my eyebrow there den look super short la.. haiz sianz.. den me and faizul and jennifer go far east.. so sianz go until there.. coz jenifer go there do her hair.. den me and faizul walk around the place walk until sianz le den we go the salon find jennifer.. wait for her until 8 plus den we go home.. den i go buy my dye things before going home coz i going my cousin house dye hair.. woohoo.. going to dye my hair.. hahaz.. den my cousin help me dye my hair.. so happy that i have dye my hair le...
den reach home feeling very de tired coz the day before never had a gd sleep.. den go out for the whole day so feeling damm tired.

fri going band.. woohoo.. miss the band so much... so excited lor..
and i looking forward to go grad night..
now my cousin ask me go watch movie... like that i going broke le la.. bought so much thing le and kept going out money going to finish soon... haiz...

ok la..come update le la.. now finally finish 0 level le.. but this time de o level i think that i will do worse than my prelims lor. cause like i never really go study lor.. hiaz forget it le la.. since already over le. so sianz... later going out with jennifer at night going dye my hair le... wahahaz..
so excited lor.finally free le... yeah can go band le. miss band so much.. esp my saxophone section.. okay le going end now le.. bye